warfare begins in the mind, every thought is not yours. some thoughts pass through your mind that don’t come from God. silence the noise in my mind Lord.🙏🏾
i swear to everything that is holy these are my exact sentiments bc my dad died idc who comes or goes as much as i would like to i just cannot get myself to care i detach so easily idc ab having relationships w anybody idc to talk to anybody i lost my best friend evb is temporary
I think my brother death makes me not really care about any relationships ending like friendships or romantic relationships I don’t have that fight in me cause if I can live without someone I knew my entire life WHO ARE YOU ? I’ll be fine
the permanence of grief is so nasty. the lingering heartache…. is overwhelming to say the least. grief quite literally changes your life. you don’t even realize how permanent it is till it’s like damn i really can NEVER talk to you or see you again!? in my life!? it’s so crazy.