komeowda 🍀

im desperately hoping to hate you half as much as i hate myself

[komeowda 🍀 @despairshand]

DESPAIR IS LIKE WHAT I AM
                                        COMPARED TO ALL OF YOU,
                                    SOMETHING MINUSCULE, TRIVIAL
                                           AND 𝑾𝑶𝑹𝑻𝑯𝑳𝑬𝑺𝑺!

https://t.co/pthv3VfqFF

[penelope scott lyrics @pscottbot]

None of us belong
Everything I do is wrong
And soon there will be nobody else around

[komeowda 🍀 @despairshand]

@ultnobody @CH1AK1_03 heheehe, c’mon! they aren’t /that/ cheesy… i think fukawa-san’s novels are quite nice.

( he smiles softly, making grabby hands at hajime. )

c’mon already… i want my nighttime cuddles.

( he pouts, his voice quieter now that the movie is starting. )

[komeowda 🍀 @despairshand]

@ultnobody @CH1AK1_03 - he hardly sleeps in his own, so his things seemed to always be here. )

[komeowda 🍀 @despairshand]

@ultnobody @CH1AK1_03 ( nagito nods happily, his eyes turning into crescents as he smiles. )

okay! i don’t really mind, anyways… as long as im watching it with you two.

( he’s settling into bed now with his stuffed rabbit from his own cottage. -

[mitski bot @mitskilyricsbot]

And I don't want your pity
I just want somebody near me
Guess I'm a coward
I just want to feel alright

[🍀 @heartfeltbot]

I want to meet you in every place I ever loved. Listen to me — I am your echo. I would rather break the world than lose you.

[🍀 @heartfeltbot]

I never was a child
I was pulled right out of the sea
And the salt, it never left my body

[komeowda 🍀 @despairshand]

@ultnobody @CH1AK1_03 hmm…

( nagito has a hand on his chin like he always does when he’s deep in thought. )

what, um… movies. do we wanna watch, then..? i dont really mind…

( bottom. )

[mitski bot @mitskilyricsbot]

But do mi ti
Why not me?
Why not me?

[penelope scott lyrics @pscottbot]

I’m the worst mistake your God has ever made

[komeowda 🍀 @despairshand]

@ultnobody @CH1AK1_03 - so… is this like a sleepover?? i never understood what you do at those….

[komeowda 🍀 @despairshand]

@ultnobody @CH1AK1_03 ( nagito giggles softly as their arm drapes around him and chiaki, not hesitating to lean into their embrace and nuzzle into them. )

mmm… you love us for it, though.

( he grins, curling up next to them like a cat. ) -

[mitski bot @mitskilyricsbot]

You're coming back
And it's the end of the world
We're starting over
And I love you darling
And I am done, dear

[mitski bot @mitskilyricsbot]

My God, I'm so lonely
So I open the window
To hear sounds of people
To hear sounds of people

[komeowda 🍀 @despairshand]

@ultnobody @CH1AK1_03 - we choose to be here. we choose to spend time with you, because you mean so much to us. we value you, hajime…

( xyr thumb strokes their knuckles. )

you deserve that, okay? you’re deserving of this too.

[komeowda 🍀 @despairshand]

@ultnobody @CH1AK1_03 - ( xe places a comforting hand over their own. )

… i surely wouldn’t be.
“just hajime” is so much more than you realise. /you/ did that, hajime. not kamukura-sama, not anyone else. /you./

you’re amazing. and we want to be with you. -

[* decayed . @falkorsblessing]

he’s not perfect, but he’s all i want.

[komeowda 🍀 @despairshand]

@ultsomebody … never again,?

( he leans into them as they bring him closer, blushing deeply at the closeness. )

you’ll. make sure… that im safe?

[komeowda 🍀 @despairshand]

@ultnobody @CH1AK1_03 - did something happen while i was in there—???

[komeowda 🍀 @despairshand]

@ultnobody @CH1AK1_03 - ( forced smile painting his face, he exits the bathroom with his previous layers of clothing folded over his arm. )

hi, guys! sorry that took a little, i um…

( as he sets his clothes aside he cocks his head to the side in confusion. ) -