So let's break this down...
You're taking things personal when you're setting boundaries but being too accommodating and a person with low self respect when you're not taking things personally ?
House Targeryan is the only house strong enough to have no other major enemies but itself...in essence...nothing can tear the house down but itself ....
90s SEGA games ran on hardware that drew graphics one step at a time. We hadn't yet built GPUs with thousands of cores rendering everything in parallel. Nvidia doubled down on that idea and took off....