elli _:(´ཀ`」 ∠):

7teen ☆ she/her | bmi FAT 😞| edtwt | cw:108 hw:165 lw:98 ugw:90 | dx’d chronic pain + bpd (*´-`) | dms open pls talk 2 me 😊😊

[elli _:(´ཀ`」 ∠): @dewdropdolli]

i hate hate hate how bpd has become like quirky tiktok larp disorder because it is genuinely ruining my life and all my relationships and everyone either thinks i’m a phony or i should be locked in a padded room

[elli _:(´ཀ`」 ∠): @dewdropdolli]

also i’m gonna be 18 in 4 days 💝💝 wahoo!!!

[elli _:(´ཀ`」 ∠): @dewdropdolli]

do i keep izzie layout or switch to megan moroney layout 🤔🤔🤔

[elli _:(´ཀ`」 ∠): @dewdropdolli]

why have i genuinely been going thru war for the past 2 weeks life give elli a break please 😭😞

[elli _:(´ཀ`」 ∠): @dewdropdolli]

currently working on custom wall pennants for me and my college roomies i think they’re turning out so cute 💝 i thrifted rlly pretty fabrics to match each of our aesthetics and i rlly like how it’s going ☺️ if anyone wants a completed pic i will post when i finish!!

[elli _:(´ཀ`」 ∠): @dewdropdolli]

@glitterycalib peach is one of my favs and banana ice is always my go to but i have fcuking fab rn and it’s pretty good 🤗

[elli _:(´ཀ`」 ∠): @dewdropdolli]

i’m really upset :( nobody ever rlly cares abt my birthday and now my bf isn’t gonna be in town and it’s literally my 18th bday and nobody else wants to celebrate it with me 🙁 idk what i have to do for people to actually want to be my friend and not just acquaintances

[elli _:(´ཀ`」 ∠): @dewdropdolli]

took a shower and feel better just need my period to end so i stop crying over everything 🥲 i’ve been nonstop playing mlp game and i feel like a larp but it was my fav game as a kid ☹️

[elli _:(´ཀ`」 ∠): @dewdropdolli]

@almnddaughter7 yayyyyy go oomf!!! i’ve tried to quit a few times and never made it that long ur doing awesome ☺️♡

[elli _:(´ཀ`」 ∠): @dewdropdolli]

i was a child and i never thought i would get any closer to overcoming my phobia.. its ruined so much of my life and i finally feel like im taking it back and i’m rlly proud 😊😊😊

[elli _:(´ཀ`」 ∠): @dewdropdolli]

i have emetophobia that’s like fairly crippling however i’ve slowly started to make progress on it 🥹 i can see and hear it in shows, talk about it, and ive actually thrown up now without having a panic attack 💝 im rlly proud of myself bc this has plagued my life since-

[elli _:(´ཀ`」 ∠): @dewdropdolli]

i wanna do makeup and look pretty but now i feel like a big fat chud

[elli _:(´ཀ`」 ∠): @dewdropdolli]

binged again it’s over for me i’m never losing weight

[elli _:(´ཀ`」 ∠): @dewdropdolli]

@friedoreosl they are one of my fav things ever i love them sm

[elli _:(´ཀ`」 ∠): @dewdropdolli]

does sucking dick count as omad

[elli _:(´ཀ`」 ∠): @dewdropdolli]

@buffwheeler

[elli _:(´ཀ`」 ∠): @dewdropdolli]

i need a cig but i’m not supposed to be smoking…. my newports in my purse are calling me

[elli _:(´ཀ`」 ∠): @dewdropdolli]

hello oomfies!!!!!! good morning 🤗🤗

[elli _:(´ཀ`」 ∠): @dewdropdolli]

i wanna post my outfits and my makeup but i don’t wanna post my face aghhh maybe i should just go priv.. or if any oomfs want my insta 😳😳😳😳

[elli _:(´ཀ`」 ∠): @dewdropdolli]

i need to start getting more steps in but i am not allowed to do anything that raises my heart rate or makes me sweat for another week and it is around 100 degrees everyday ☹️😞