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due to personal reasons I'll be getting stoned

[dhanso ☘ @dhania_so]

Ok I'm not sure what day is it actually

[dhanso ☘ @dhania_so]

Still the same ol' Dhania I started the night well and had the Jonestown Death Tape as white noise while I drew. Same ol' Sunday just a shitty week because my body wanted to drop down to my head's level for funsies

[dhanso ☘ @dhania_so]

Not suicidal anymore but staying alive sure is painful eh

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They should make a waterproof phone ad where you brought your phone into the shower in your bouts of sleepless night feeling useless post a whole week of puking and shifting body temperature

[dhanso ☘ @dhania_so]

I'm alive.
That's an achievement I'm working on maintaining atm ☺️✌️

[dhanso ☘ @dhania_so]

For any of my friends worried about exams please do not worry about being the worst performing one because that will be me ✌️

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I literally don't know what I'd do if I returned on the supposed date. I find it difficult to believe on fate, but I can say that my grandmother's visit possibly saved my life, so uh, that's neat.

[dhanso ☘ @dhania_so]

@rajaxfaiz Takde scene. Ada sound effect je

[dhanso ☘ @dhania_so]

Endgame 4.5/10
meh

[dhanso ☘ @dhania_so]

My forgetfulness is starting to manifest in recent family memories, my mother is starting to notice it

I think she's finally realizing the severity of this.
Maybe she can understand why my panic is worsening.

It hurts.

[dhanso ☘ @dhania_so]

@nanaw___

[dhanso ☘ @dhania_so]

No I have medical leave.
Yes I'm ignoring my messages except for a select few. Even my own parents so don't feel so entitled like damn chill.
Yes I'm aware of the consequences. I think about it more than you do. Trust me.
No I do not appreciate the reminders despite your ~niat~

[dhanso ☘ @dhania_so]

using phones when there's a beautiful scenery smh this generation

[dhanso ☘ @dhania_so]

It's peaceful (albeit hearing a couple of anti-LBGT & antisemitic sermons) To be expected no biggie. I like hearing the loudspeaker Quran recitals.

I made a Bru/neian friend online.

My grandma did notice my discomfort with the religious life tho so we're moving to Pahang now.

[dhanso ☘ @dhania_so]

I'm not dead gdi stop with the weird rumours.

My grandparents kidnapped me away from my parents on the day of college return so I wouldn't do any weird shit. Anyways I've been living in a pondok with them in Kelantan.

[dhanso ☘ @dhania_so]

when you're at the bottom clinging for anything, the slightest meaningful things so easily brings you to tears

I feel alive,
I'm alive.

[dhanso ☘ @dhania_so]

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