do you ever notice yourself getting bad again. like, you know you’re not doing work that needs to be done, you know you’re not cleaning, you know you’re not taking care of yourself, you know all the things you need to do to start trying to feel better. but you just can’t
do you ever sit with a group of people and not say anything for the entire time so there's no reason for you to be there, you're just awkwardly listening to people converse and wonder how it's so easy for them to just talk or why its so hard for you to say anything
Gotta eat pasta in italy, croissant in paris, burger in united states, sushi in japan, tacos in mexico, shawarma in lebanon, paella in spain, poutine in canada, kimchi in south korea, curry in india, pho in vietnam, fondue in switzerland and fish & chips in united kingdom.
Adulting is just you dealing with anxiety, heartbreaks, family issues, and career stress all by yourself, and pretending like nothing is wrong with you.😭
aquarius 🫧 libra 🫧 gemini
people love perceiving you as heartless because it’s the easiest thing to do but it’s also lazy because you show your loyalty and love in everything you do. people always try to change you. for such an understanding person, you’re so misunderstood. you need to find a way to move forward and be okay with people misunderstanding you. you know who you are and the people closest to you know who you are. people love provoking you to get a reaction. don't let them.
aquarius 🎀 libra 🎀 gemini
you would risk anything to see progress in your life yet nothing is ever enough. the craziest thing is that we look up to you. your commitment, your consistency, your tenacity. you are our goals but behind closed doors, you bully yourself and speak down on yourself. always ready to mention all the things you did wrong and completely forget to praise all the things you did right. the good outweighs the bad by miles. let's work on fixing that by healing. get an inner child reading and healing reading.
aquarius 🎀 libra 🎀 gemini
you tend to feel guilty for needing and asking for help. you're the most generous and loving friend, lover and family member. you would do anything to make other people's lives easier.
right now, your cup is empty. this past year has taken so much from you. it was even hard to wake up on some days. it felt like you hardly had good days. you hardly rested and relaxed without guilt.
i am here to tell you that better days are coming very soon. you will be happier and healthier than you've ever been this years.
okay… here goes;
my friend once told me that the strongest people are usually the ones who never got the love they deserved at the age they needed it most.
they grew up learning to be their own comfort. they became the ones who check on others because nobody checked on them.
they mastered resilience not because they wanted to be strong, but because every time they reached out,
no one reached back.
they laugh the loudest, because silence reminds them of every room they cried in alone. they give the best advice, because they had to heal themselves without directions.
they are soft, painfully soft even though life taught them hardness first.
and the saddest part?
you meet them today and think:
“wow, you’re so independent.” but you’ll never see the little kid inside who prayed for at least one person to choose them… and stay.
there are people you know right now who carry their entire world alone, and you will never notice until it crashes.
oh well, that’s none of your business.
but maybe it should be.🫶🏽
I'm a big fan of the "GPS Theory" when you miss a turn, your GPS doesn't judge you, it recalculates. No matter how many detours you take, it finds another way forward. Life works like that too. You'll make mistakes, but your destination doesn't vanish. The route just changes.
ever noticed people with strong air energy (gemini, libra, aquarius) don’t 'move on' the way people think.
they just make peace with the logic of it. they analyze the story till it stops hurting and when it finally makes sense, they detach completely.
• gemini placements replay every detail in their head till it fits a narrative they can live with. they don’t block you, they just stop reaching out. communication dies first.
• libra placements go through every version of 'what if id handled that differently?' before realizing it wasn’t theirs to fix. once they see it’s not balanced, they let go.
• aquarius placements detach fastest. they’ll love you, care for you but the second they feel disrespected or emotionally cornered they vanish. no fight, just silence.
air signs don’t leave out of coldness. they leave out of mental exhaustion.
they stay as long as there’s understanding but once that breaks, they can’t force connection anymore.
that’s their version of closure, logic over emotion, calm over anything else.
Dreamt of my grandmother being admitted in the hospital and the doctor saying it's not looking good for my grandmother in the dream and its sad how, this time last year, she was admitted in the hospital and passed away 2 weeks later. Grief comes in ways that are unexpected. 😕