Don't forget that this Duniya was designed to break your heart, at the end of the day, it won't be temporary things of the world that will pick you up & keep you standing. It's Him, your creator will always respond to your needs have tawakkal, and everything will fall into place.
At times, friends & loved ones are those who hurt us the most. Such is life. Considering the nature of these relationships, some incidents can leave a deep wound, threatening to affect friendships & harm family ties. Turn to the Almighty; only He can help us heal & forgive.
Don't rush something you want to last forever. It takes time to build proper foundations. Career, relationships, creative pursuits. Things take time and its ok if you dont have everything figured out yet. Keep going.