@girlwithredhurr Don't think about long term quitting, just say to yourself you need to just get through today. Change your usual habits so if you used to have coffee and cigarette drink juice or green tea instead and just keep occupied even if it's just going for a walk. You can do it.
@sarinaseaa Everyone has a past, he needs to man up and that his lucky stars he has you (and your kids) in his life at all. You are better off without him