⋆｡ﾟ✧⋆jane⋆✧ ﾟ｡⋆

i larp being well adjusted irl so i dump my brain worms here
🔪🧠💉🎱🧷🖤🩹💒🔨

[⋆｡ﾟ✧⋆jane⋆✧ ﾟ｡⋆ @diaryofejane]

@OWCavalry oh moira is SERVING

[⋆｡ﾟ✧⋆jane⋆✧ ﾟ｡⋆ @diaryofejane]

so far his number has been successfully blocked for one singular day

how long yall think it’ll take for me to unblock him 😋

[⋆｡ﾟ✧⋆jane⋆✧ ﾟ｡⋆ @diaryofejane]

i don’t know if i’ll ever really be satisfied

[⋆｡ﾟ✧⋆jane⋆✧ ﾟ｡⋆ @diaryofejane]

as someone who formerly slept until 2pm i now understand why it’s annoying asf. now that i’m up at 6 for work and in bed at by 10 getting a “good morning” text at 1pm is such a fucking ick. -rep if ur unemployed idgaf.

[⋆｡ﾟ✧⋆jane⋆✧ ﾟ｡⋆ @diaryofejane]

oh i’m crying actually. hey wait actually i am crying.

[⋆｡ﾟ✧⋆jane⋆✧ ﾟ｡⋆ @diaryofejane]

all i know is how to run to the arms of another. and i am now reminded why. facing it all is a lot harder. sadder. lonelier. but i will survive. because this too shall pass

[⋆｡ﾟ✧⋆jane⋆✧ ﾟ｡⋆ @diaryofejane]

maybe my purpose is being temporary in other ppls lives to develop their lore

maybe being the beach episode isn’t so bad (???)

[⋆｡ﾟ✧⋆jane⋆✧ ﾟ｡⋆ @diaryofejane]

@OWCavalry BRUH JUST DO IT WHO CARES -👱🏻‍♂️👱🏻👱🏻‍♀️

[⋆｡ﾟ✧⋆jane⋆✧ ﾟ｡⋆ @diaryofejane]

everything my fault always forever 🫶🏻

[⋆｡ﾟ✧⋆jane⋆✧ ﾟ｡⋆ @diaryofejane]

for the first time, i can acknowledge my pain without suicidal ideation appearing.

for once, i actually believe that i am capable of surviving these feelings while i am feeling them.

i am upset, but i am not suicidal because of it.

and i think. that is a very profound.

[⋆｡ﾟ✧⋆jane⋆✧ ﾟ｡⋆ @diaryofejane]

at last. the truth. am i happy about it? absolutely not. do i feel lighter now that i know? i believe so.

[⋆｡ﾟ✧⋆jane⋆✧ ﾟ｡⋆ @diaryofejane]

a beautiful trans woman and an enby drink a bottle of soju

feeling #wlw

[⋆｡ﾟ✧⋆jane⋆✧ ﾟ｡⋆ @diaryofejane]

first time taking lithium
am i cooked #lithium #bpd

[pryz. @unhinged888]

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[⋆｡ﾟ✧⋆jane⋆✧ ﾟ｡⋆ @diaryofejane]

my psychiatrist just asked me to, and i quote, “convince me why i shouldn’t send you to inpatient.”

genuinely what am i supposed to do in this situation. #988twt

[⋆｡ﾟ✧⋆jane⋆✧ ﾟ｡⋆ @diaryofejane]

god if you can hear me please make me palatable

[⋆｡ﾟ✧⋆jane⋆✧ ﾟ｡⋆ @diaryofejane]

shut the fuck i’m and leave me the fuck alone @costarastrology

[⋆｡ﾟ✧⋆jane⋆✧ ﾟ｡⋆ @diaryofejane]

somethin in the orange tells me you’re never comin home

[⋆｡ﾟ✧⋆jane⋆✧ ﾟ｡⋆ @diaryofejane]

like it’s actually over