yojo #🏚️twt

ger/eng 🐾 cbmi : low 16s-high 15s

[yojo #🏚️twt @diaryojo]

EVERYONE SCRAM

[yojo #🏚️twt @diaryojo]

idk why he likes me so much all i do is cut myself, throw up & starve

[saanjh 🔮 @dontcrysaanjh]

you would think the way i struggle with food i would be skinnier than i am

[yojo #🏚️twt @diaryojo]

-iirc its around 110-120c. definitely not over that. total wont be over 800 at least

[yojo #🏚️twt @diaryojo]

grandma is visiting tmrw for a couple days, a friend i havent seen in months is sleeping over on the weekend so i wont be able to purge. meal prepped (450c) for tmrw and will just avoid food until later in the day. extra 60ish cals with coffee and maybe ill have a pudding-

[yojo #🏚️twt @diaryojo]

ate like a fatass (as usual), felt like my purging was so half-assed today, drank a shit ton of water AND havent been able to literally shit and stepped on the scale but tbh its not as bad as i thought itd be #skinny

[yojo #🏚️twt @diaryojo]

2 years of me posting about my eating disorder and sh! #MyXAnniversary

[yojo #🏚️twt @diaryojo]

first thing the bulimic sees when opening pinterest

[yojo #🏚️twt @diaryojo]

2 years of me posting about my eating disorder and sh! #MyXAnniversary

[yojo #🏚️twt @diaryojo]

purging at a place that isn’t your home is like hitting a new low wow i hate myself

[yojo #🏚️twt @diaryojo]

i get fucking psychosis

[dakota @im2hai]

i get so non verbal off that marijuana

[yojo #🏚️twt @diaryojo]

@MartorellM19164 after experiencing it pretty much permanently and barely ever getting enough sleep i am really sick of it

[yojo #🏚️twt @diaryojo]

the bulimic experience of insommia so bad you get an average of 3hrs sleep a day

[yojo #🏚️twt @diaryojo]

she’s so beautiful. i don’t like commenting on other people’s bodies, but would you say she has little muscle mass and a ‘higher’ bf%? she’s so goals to me

[yojo #🏚️twt @diaryojo]

having a dream with a face you genuinely don’t recognize in it is like your brain created an oc for you while you were sleeping

[yojo #🏚️twt @diaryojo]

warning for blood gushing out but. genuinely what do you do in this situation other than getting the er involved, is there even anything else you can do

[yojo #🏚️twt @diaryojo]

omad, ig, idk i hate the thought of eating without vomiting so much. i can have some vegetable and fruit, coffee, as long as i stay under 500,, cal

[yojo #🏚️twt @diaryojo]

-wish it on anyone.

[yojo #🏚️twt @diaryojo]

my mom knows now, too. or, well, she’s been knowing but she didn’t mention it until today when she saw my blood levels. luckily, she didn’t get mad or shame me in any way. i still feel ashamed, very, but i’m so thankful to have her as my mother. this disorder sucks, i don’t-

[yojo #🏚️twt @diaryojo]

i got prescribed potassium supplements btw 🙂 my levels are way too low due to purging, i have to take 5 a day, so, i really have to somehow manage with not purging, idk how but.