grandma is visiting tmrw for a couple days, a friend i havent seen in months is sleeping over on the weekend so i wont be able to purge. meal prepped (450c) for tmrw and will just avoid food until later in the day. extra 60ish cals with coffee and maybe ill have a pudding-
ate like a fatass (as usual), felt like my purging was so half-assed today, drank a shit ton of water AND havent been able to literally shit and stepped on the scale but tbh its not as bad as i thought itd be #skinny
she’s so beautiful. i don’t like commenting on other people’s bodies, but would you say she has little muscle mass and a ‘higher’ bf%? she’s so goals to me
warning for blood gushing out but. genuinely what do you do in this situation other than getting the er involved, is there even anything else you can do
my mom knows now, too. or, well, she’s been knowing but she didn’t mention it until today when she saw my blood levels. luckily, she didn’t get mad or shame me in any way. i still feel ashamed, very, but i’m so thankful to have her as my mother. this disorder sucks, i don’t-
i got prescribed potassium supplements btw 🙂 my levels are way too low due to purging, i have to take 5 a day, so, i really have to somehow manage with not purging, idk how but.