*  𝕾𝙾͟𝙻͟𝙳͟𝙸͟𝙴͟𝚁    𝕭𝐎͟𝐘

[        *  𝕾𝙾͟𝙻͟𝙳͟𝙸͟𝙴͟𝚁    𝕭𝐎͟𝐘 @diddlesaskittle]

𝙸 𝚃𝙰𝚄𝙶𝙷𝚃 𝐇𝙴͟𝚁 𝙷𝙾𝚆 𝚃𝙾 𝐉͟𝐄͟𝐑͟𝐊 𝙾𝙵𝙵. 𝙳𝙸𝙳𝙳𝙻𝙴 𝚃𝙷𝙰𝚃 𝗦𝗞𝗜𝗧𝗧𝗟𝗘 . 𝙵𝙻𝙸𝙲𝙺 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝑩𝑬𝑨𝑵. 𝙷𝙾𝚆 𝚃𝙾 𝙵𝙸𝙽𝙳 𝚃𝙷𝙰𝚃 𝖒𝖆𝖓 𝙸𝙽 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙲𝙰𝙽𝙾𝙴 .

[        *  𝕾𝙾͟𝙻͟𝙳͟𝙸͟𝙴͟𝚁    𝕭𝐎͟𝐘 @diddlesaskittle]

seems we’re at an obstacle. walls up. trust low. how can that be overcome .ᐣ

[‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍... 𝓷𝐮𝐭𝐜͟𝐫͟𝐚͟𝐜͟𝐤͟𝐞͟𝐫 .ᐟ @NUTCRACKlNG]

the people closest to you are the cruelest . we do have issues that causes us to push each other away constantly .

[        *  𝕾𝙾͟𝙻͟𝙳͟𝙸͟𝙴͟𝚁    𝕭𝐎͟𝐘 @diddlesaskittle]

then now you know exactly how i feel. it’s probably why we keep butting heads.

trust issues. people betraying that.

[‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍... 𝓷𝐮𝐭𝐜͟𝐫͟𝐚͟𝐜͟𝐤͟𝐞͟𝐫 .ᐟ @NUTCRACKlNG]

what i want is to belong 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 . i'm tired of pretending to not caring about anything or anyone .

having my walls up all the time because i don't trust people is tiring .

[        *  𝕾𝙾͟𝙻͟𝙳͟𝙸͟𝙴͟𝚁    𝕭𝐎͟𝐘 @diddlesaskittle]

and yet i suggested leaving everything behind to go with you. see , there’s no winning with you.

i don’t know what you want.

[‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍... 𝓷𝐮𝐭𝐜͟𝐫͟𝐚͟𝐜͟𝐤͟𝐞͟𝐫 .ᐟ @NUTCRACKlNG]

i think you're more than with vought than me so you have every reason to leave . whether it be with a person or not .

so no , i don't believe you'd leave everything behind for someone but for yourself . it's a dead end .

[        *  𝕾𝙾͟𝙻͟𝙳͟𝙸͟𝙴͟𝚁    𝕭𝐎͟𝐘 @diddlesaskittle]

and do you think i would just leave everything behind .ᐣ for anyone for that matter.

[‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍... 𝓷𝐮𝐭𝐜͟𝐫͟𝐚͟𝐜͟𝐤͟𝐞͟𝐫 .ᐟ @NUTCRACKlNG]

tell me .. would i leave everything behind for random guy number one ? i don't think so .

think .

[        *  𝕾𝙾͟𝙻͟𝙳͟𝙸͟𝙴͟𝚁    𝕭𝐎͟𝐘 @diddlesaskittle]

leaving everything behind doesn’t mean you’re spilling feelings , doll. so don’t get all high and mighty on me. if that were the case i am leaving everything behind too. now what .ᐣ

[‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍... 𝓷𝐮𝐭𝐜͟𝐫͟𝐚͟𝐜͟𝐤͟𝐞͟𝐫 .ᐟ @NUTCRACKlNG]

i don't like being on another dry spell . tasted blood for the first time in a long time and now i just have to refrain from doing it again .
puh-lease , i said i'll leave everything behind . isn't that already showing .. something ?

[        *  𝕾𝙾͟𝙻͟𝙳͟𝙸͟𝙴͟𝚁    𝕭𝐎͟𝐘 @diddlesaskittle]

how the fuck is that harder for you than it is for me .ᐣ you’re sure one to talk about feelings cause i sure as fuck haven’t even heard you mention any before.

[‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍... 𝓷𝐮𝐭𝐜͟𝐫͟𝐚͟𝐜͟𝐤͟𝐞͟𝐫 .ᐟ @NUTCRACKlNG]

no , i didn't tell you to fuck off . i only said i'm not giving you any sex and this is probably harder for me than it is for you . why you ask ? because you don't tell the truth about your feelings . when i called you that nickname and all . i'm too old for insecure men .

[        *  𝕾𝙾͟𝙻͟𝙳͟𝙸͟𝙴͟𝚁    𝕭𝐎͟𝐘 @diddlesaskittle]

did you not basically tell me to fuck off when you said i wasn’t getting any from you .ᐣ or am i crazy .ᐣ

[‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍... 𝓷𝐮𝐭𝐜͟𝐫͟𝐚͟𝐜͟𝐤͟𝐞͟𝐫 .ᐟ @NUTCRACKlNG]

are we back at the point where you tell me to get some dude to have sex with me after i called you baby ? that's low . i take back what i said .

[        *  𝕾𝙾͟𝙻͟𝙳͟𝙸͟𝙴͟𝚁    𝕭𝐎͟𝐘 @diddlesaskittle]

i am sure you’ll find someone for it.

[‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍... 𝓷𝐮𝐭𝐜͟𝐫͟𝐚͟𝐜͟𝐤͟𝐞͟𝐫 .ᐟ @NUTCRACKlNG]

i don't think i can do it without sex .

[        *  𝕾𝙾͟𝙻͟𝙳͟𝙸͟𝙴͟𝚁    𝕭𝐎͟𝐘 @diddlesaskittle]

good thing i didn’t want some.

[‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍... 𝓷𝐮𝐭𝐜͟𝐫͟𝐚͟𝐜͟𝐤͟𝐞͟𝐫 .ᐟ @NUTCRACKlNG]

well , too bad you ain't getting any from me .

[        *  𝕾𝙾͟𝙻͟𝙳͟𝙸͟𝙴͟𝚁    𝕭𝐎͟𝐘 @diddlesaskittle]

you know the answer.

[‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍... 𝓷𝐮𝐭𝐜͟𝐫͟𝐚͟𝐜͟𝐤͟𝐞͟𝐫 .ᐟ @NUTCRACKlNG]

i asked you .

[        *  𝕾𝙾͟𝙻͟𝙳͟𝙸͟𝙴͟𝚁    𝕭𝐎͟𝐘 @diddlesaskittle]

i know you do.

[‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍... 𝓷𝐮𝐭𝐜͟𝐫͟𝐚͟𝐜͟𝐤͟𝐞͟𝐫 .ᐟ @NUTCRACKlNG]

do you want sex ?

[        *  𝕾𝙾͟𝙻͟𝙳͟𝙸͟𝙴͟𝚁    𝕭𝐎͟𝐘 @diddlesaskittle]

you’ll live.

[‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍... 𝓷𝐮𝐭𝐜͟𝐫͟𝐚͟𝐜͟𝐤͟𝐞͟𝐫 .ᐟ @NUTCRACKlNG]

maaan .

[        *  𝕾𝙾͟𝙻͟𝙳͟𝙸͟𝙴͟𝚁    𝕭𝐎͟𝐘 @diddlesaskittle]

it won’t.

[‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍... 𝓷𝐮𝐭𝐜͟𝐫͟𝐚͟𝐜͟𝐤͟𝐞͟𝐫 .ᐟ @NUTCRACKlNG]

it better not be .

[        *  𝕾𝙾͟𝙻͟𝙳͟𝙸͟𝙴͟𝚁    𝕭𝐎͟𝐘 @diddlesaskittle]

raising a brow and glaring.

[𝖺𝗍𝖺𝗅𝖺𝗇𝗍𝖺 @ensepetit]

…

writing ‘old meanie’ on his forehead .

[        *  𝕾𝙾͟𝙻͟𝙳͟𝙸͟𝙴͟𝚁    𝕭𝐎͟𝐘 @diddlesaskittle]

don’t worry. it won’t be that long.

[‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍... 𝓷𝐮𝐭𝐜͟𝐫͟𝐚͟𝐜͟𝐤͟𝐞͟𝐫 .ᐟ @NUTCRACKlNG]

baby , i'm pushing forty . how long do i have to wait ?

[        *  𝕾𝙾͟𝙻͟𝙳͟𝙸͟𝙴͟𝚁    𝕭𝐎͟𝐘 @diddlesaskittle]

no , not that old.

[‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍... 𝓷𝐮𝐭𝐜͟𝐫͟𝐚͟𝐜͟𝐤͟𝐞͟𝐫 .ᐟ @NUTCRACKlNG]

one day when i'm old and wrinkly ?

[        *  𝕾𝙾͟𝙻͟𝙳͟𝙸͟𝙴͟𝚁    𝕭𝐎͟𝐘 @diddlesaskittle]

maybe i will tell you one day.

[‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍... 𝓷𝐮𝐭𝐜͟𝐫͟𝐚͟𝐜͟𝐤͟𝐞͟𝐫 .ᐟ @NUTCRACKlNG]

don't wanna pull each answer outta your nose so spill the beans . why ?

[        *  𝕾𝙾͟𝙻͟𝙳͟𝙸͟𝙴͟𝚁    𝕭𝐎͟𝐘 @diddlesaskittle]

something like that.

[‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍... 𝓷𝐮𝐭𝐜͟𝐫͟𝐚͟𝐜͟𝐤͟𝐞͟𝐫 .ᐟ @NUTCRACKlNG]

so i'm an exception .

[        *  𝕾𝙾͟𝙻͟𝙳͟𝙸͟𝙴͟𝚁    𝕭𝐎͟𝐘 @diddlesaskittle]

not by many.

[‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍... 𝓷𝐮𝐭𝐜͟𝐫͟𝐚͟𝐜͟𝐤͟𝐞͟𝐫 .ᐟ @NUTCRACKlNG]

you like to be called baby ?

[        *  𝕾𝙾͟𝙻͟𝙳͟𝙸͟𝙴͟𝚁    𝕭𝐎͟𝐘 @diddlesaskittle]

because i like it.

[‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍... 𝓷𝐮𝐭𝐜͟𝐫͟𝐚͟𝐜͟𝐤͟𝐞͟𝐫 .ᐟ @NUTCRACKlNG]

how come ?