my mom is concerned about me and thati wake up at 7pm but she wants me out of the house by jan 3rd
she thinks im out getting fucked up wheni’m looking for apartments i can’t afford
she hasn’t talked to me since I’ve gotten here
what am i doing herehow did i deserve this life
i’m losing my fucking mind and no one is here to help me
i’m trapped in a worthless body that just wants answers but gets shoved down
Why does everyone hate me I Still don’t understand.
juggling plans between family and friends is also part of the balance. i might be mentally unwell but i don’t have time to go to the doctors, so for now ill just ball till i can’t
it is impossible to balance school, work, gf, sleep, and time for yourself in 24 hours.
7 hour school day, 8 hour shift, sleep maybe 7-8 hours, leaving me 1-2 hours of what? driving home, getting a quick bite, then getting ready for work