Among all psychic expressions, some of the most revealing are the individual's memories. His memories are the reminders he carries about with him of his own limits and of the meaning of circumstances.
In my head modern AU John doesn’t give a fuck, like he doesn’t have a driver’s license, can’t keep a job because he keeps fighting his coworkers and his bosses. He’s a bum, messy ass room with a half empty bottle of cheap whiskey somewhere and 100 empty beer cans.
One of the most frequent signs that I have been abused is how disappointed I am that I feel guilty that I am angry over anything that has been done to me unfairly. Hurt my child? Hurt me? Steal from us? Wrong my family in any way? I inevitably feel guilty just for being angry.