your very own dazai of 🏚️

im 18+ / i have a dazai pfp what did we expect, ofc im here
cw: 51 / gw: 45 / ugw: 43

[your very own dazai of 🏚️ @dieshitzai]

okay crisis averted, 2 friends and boyfriend texted me

[your very own dazai of 🏚️ @dieshitzai]

@deeplovebyme INSANE MESS I FEAR!!! i dont have healthcare atm :(( but my mom is trying to find me a psychologist

[your very own dazai of 🏚️ @dieshitzai]

how am i meant to handle the concept that the exes that r*ped me are now dating

[your very own dazai of 🏚️ @dieshitzai]

im being so selfish, it’s like i’m expecting everyone’s life to stop alongside mine, just because i got r*ped like a couple months ago

[mika @mikasagrada]

Eu não teria que passar por isso se tivesse me matado aos 12

[amy @amydnwu]

i hope i die in my sleep tonight

[your very own dazai of 🏚️ @dieshitzai]

just genuinely hurts to realise there’s not a single person that cares for you

[your very own dazai of 🏚️ @dieshitzai]

fuck they really dontcare

[your very own dazai of 🏚️ @dieshitzai]

many such bpd tests

[your very own dazai of 🏚️ @dieshitzai]

ill just disappear and see who texts me

[your very own dazai of 🏚️ @dieshitzai]

fuck none of my friends respect me, not even the ones that know can grant me some kindness

[your very own dazai of 🏚️ @dieshitzai]

im finally crying

[your very own dazai of 🏚️ @dieshitzai]

@starvvingmeow THANK U!!

[your very own dazai of 🏚️ @dieshitzai]

how much do you actually lose if you fast 24 hours? i kinda wanna try

[your very own dazai of 🏚️ @dieshitzai]

@sylvanwarbler OMG… sounds like a dream…. thank you!

[垢抜けの豆知識📝 @yohaku_chaso]

え待って、この腹筋お姉さんのトレ舐めてた😭ﾒｯﾁｬキツいけどお腹に効きすぎる‼️

[your very own dazai of 🏚️ @dieshitzai]

mitski was so right with “and none of my friends know” because i stopped talking to all of them since they’re friends with my ex, like wow you’ll never know

[your very own dazai of 🏚️ @dieshitzai]

@starlightevv i’d lie about feeling sick! like a migraine or nausea or something that’s making it hard to eat!

[your very own dazai of 🏚️ @dieshitzai]

my platonic soulmate texting me to explain to me his favorite manga but i’m here contemplating trying to one swipe bedrock lowk

[your very own dazai of 🏚️ @dieshitzai]

@bpdnagiseishiro actually feeling so ill about this info

[your very own dazai of 🏚️ @dieshitzai]

@sweetentrails it’s genuinely insane