my partner has to change how they eat for their condition and bc they are having poor body image, and now i am feeling competitive, feeling like i have to lose weight fast, this blows, so toxic...
i'm now on ADHD medication, it's nonstimulant though </3 but i have to eat before taking it or i get nauseous. i'm going to try to take it at night so i just fast the entire day or something
my jeans don't make me happy like they used to i'm very convinced the world is conspiring against me to make me gain weight but tbh it's just my own fault π