libby

chronic caffeine whore

[libby @diettopia]

baby tee & tiny shorts combo alllllll dayyyy

[libby @diettopia]

@glorxyz I love U jay I hope you’ve been taking care best u can🫂

[libby @diettopia]

Hi loves I need help with safe foods I am trying to commit to purging semi-recovery and if you could reply with things you keep down I would appreciate it so much :’) Been struggling more than I’d like to admit and trying to avoid hospitalization aeaauughhsghhfjjg

[libby @diettopia]

@skinnlheart Thank you and thank you for your kind words I love u always liv ☹️🩷🩷🩷

[libby @diettopia]

So far I have fruit and cucumbers and tofu

[libby @diettopia]

Haven’t done a thing except b/p since I got home sigh but hello hi I am still here somehow

[libby @diettopia]

From vacation yay

[libby @diettopia]

Almost got busted tho ngl that was traumatic

[libby @diettopia]

@Y2KPARTYGRL u have always been so supportive and thoughtful fern i hope u know how much u are loved. so much love for u always thank u sweet🩷🫂

[libby @diettopia]

stepped on the scale today and realized i reached bmi 12.9 at some point. surreal that i have zero emotional reaction to this yet years ago the thought alone was my dream. my life feels incredibly mundane and i have lost the ability to do anything that used to bring me joy

[libby @diettopia]

@blackswanforeva i don’t think i will be fully active here yet but i appreciate u <3 have been surviving the best i can i hope u are well

[libby @diettopia]

@xhlstpl :( im sorry to have worried u i have been the same as always just a little sad recently. you are kind i hope you can take care lovey🩷

[libby @diettopia]

idk. i have met so many kind people here and i just wanted to put it out there that it’s not too late. you still deserve to live regardless of whether or not you want to you still deserve joy. i think we forget that truth a lot

[libby @diettopia]

it’s been about a year since my worse purging relapse and i’ve lost so much more than weight. i feel like i am just waiting for the inevitable because i can’t fathom recovery.

[libby @diettopia]

(worst*). i have met so many kind people on this app and it hurts every time i return because im faced with this sick reality that every one of you is burdened with the same illness

[libby @diettopia]

ive been inactive and i will probably go inactive again I dont know what the fuck to do with myself right now im just fucking angry i am still here to type this

[libby @diettopia]

if i am unsuccessful in everything i do at least i know how to puke like a motherfucka

[libby @diettopia]

dont ask me how much this cost i didnt plan on being alive this week