had someone at a dinner party look at me and say im too big to even pass by. just purged for the first time in 2 years. immediately logged back on here.
i think i accidentally kick started my honeymoon phase again????? ive been struggling to control myself but for a week now im eaten a total of three boiled eggs and the rest being water or tea ๐
i though going back to the gym was going to be good for me but i feel like everyone is starring at me and j cant take it unless im in a super over sized sweater
tw// v0m!+ing
i just relapsed after almost 2 years, these last few days have just been down right horrible and i just broke down in the bathroom and threw up my lunch
im probably be out of my parents house in a few weeks and i just transferred stores so i can go longer without eating, just broth and liquid calories like tea and coffee