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shtwt/edtwt

she/they asian I'm 16

[🦇 @digital_cals]

☆ unpinning at 102 lbs ☆

[🦇 @digital_cals]

Bye everyone, I'm going to be deactiving. It's been 10 months since I've had an ed and I've decided to start recovery. I just talked to my bf ab it and he's gonna try to help and support me as much as he can. I hope you all can live the most happy life ♡

[🦇 @digital_cals]

Telling my bf ab my ed today lol . Wish me luck

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Idek how I can begin to love my body, I've always had body image issues. I'm just hoping things will get better with time

[🦇 @digital_cals]

@st4revd Manifesting for you I really wish nothing but the best for you and hope u never get to see a hospital again and live life the way u want to ♡♡

[🦇 @digital_cals]

I'm definitely gonna have to delete this twitter acc or at least just log put and not use it at all if I actually am gonna recover and get rid of all the fucking tspo on my pinterest

[🦇 @digital_cals]

I'm so fucking scared to recover bc I feel like if I don't have an ed I'm going to be out of control bc my ed keeps me in check with my diet since I'm more strict than I was before. wtf am I going to do if I can't rely on my ed

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god hates me bc why am I deciding to recover on MY BDAY MONTH AND ITS ALMOST SUMMER holy fuck i fucked up so hard how'd I manage to try so hard for 10 months just to ruin all of my progress

[bella🩷 @sabs_wednesday]

oh he’s not paying attention to me? let me drop 20 lbs in 2 months and post a full body pic on snapchat and see what happens then

[🦇 @digital_cals]

God pls don't let me gain all my weight back

[🦇 @digital_cals]

I'm really scared to tell my bf ab my ed, even tho ik he'll understand and support me. I just feel so invalid wanting to recover after only 10 months of having an ed, and not even being fucking underweight or skinny enough. I feel like a joke.

[🦇 @digital_cals]

I just want to be skinny that's my only goal :|

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:(

[manu @eddshii]

u dont deserve to recover at this weight

[🦇 @digital_cals]

@dis0rder3d_sl4y not weird at all, thank you so much! ♡ I was so close to not saying anything because I wanted to wait a couple months to reach my ugw for summer but I'd rather actually enjoy this summer with good memories than always worry about how much I weigh

[🦇 @digital_cals]

Told my school counselor ab my ed today hash tag lol

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I can't recover summer is coming up and my bfs bday and my bday..... but I just want to feel happy.. and enjoy myself.. I hate this disorder

[🦇 @digital_cals]

Do I recover yes or no 😜

[´ @ldwbones]

i have lost 20lbs.
i have lost 20lbs.
i have lost 20lbs.

i have stayed below my limit everyday this month.
i have stayed below my limit everyday this month.
i have stayed below my limit everyday this month.

people noticed.
people noticed.
people noticed.

i am thin.