Why the fuck is Victoriaâs Secret being shoved down our throats again? Is anyone actually into this? Why are models still aligning with a brand built by Les Wexner, Jeffrey Epsteinâs longtime financial patron? What dystopian bullshit is this??
Too many posts about Victoriaâs Secret Fashion Show outfits and drama and not nearly enough about how Jeffrey Epstein used the brand as cover for his pedophile sex trafficking operation, its Israeli franchise operator donated goods directly to IDF soldiers during the genocide in Gaza, and its longtime owner Les Wexner bankrolled programs that trained Israeli military commanders.
Living an enchanted life means different things at different stages along the path. Before beginning, the world seems mundane: go to school, get a job, make money, buy things, do what youâre supposed to do. Then something begins to feel hollow, and we go looking for more. We discover magick, meditation, gods, angels, spirits, hidden worlds. Reality suddenly becomes mysterious again. But if we keep going, eventually we discover that the forces we were searching for outside ourselves were actually within us all along. The division between the spiritual world and the ordinary world begins to collapse.
Then enchantment takes on an entirely different meaning. You return to the same world you once wanted to escape, only now you realize it was never mundane. You wash the floor with the same attention you would give to cleaning the body of God. You prepare food as an offering. You listen to another person as if the creator of the universe were speaking to you. The later stages of the path arenât about finding more extraordinary experiences. What the ARE about is becoming completely intimate with ordinary life. You leave this world searching for the enchanted one, only to eventually discover that the enchantment was here all along. You just couldnât see it yet.
There is no such thing as a completely enlightened person. Someone can experience the dissolution of the self, see through the illusion of separation, and still have areas of their life that are immature or undeveloped. Awakening doesnât suddenly make you a perfect spouse, parent, teacher, or human being. It doesnât erase every blind spot, heal every wound, or give you wisdom about things youâve never actually lived through. Seeing through the self is not the same thing as perfecting the entirety of the person.
Weâre all unevenly developed. Someone may have tremendous clarity in meditation and terrible interpersonal skills. Another person may know nothing about enlightenment but possess extraordinary patience, courage, or compassion. This is why I think itâs dangerous to turn teachers into perfected beings. A profound realization doesnât make someone infallible. Awakening is not the end of development. In many ways, itâs where the real work of bringing what youâve seen into every corner of your life begins.
I have absolutely no interest in magick, alchemy, esotericism, or any of the other things Iâve spent most of my life studying and practicing. I donât care about rituals, initiations, secret teachings, spiritual hierarchies, or collecting mystical experiences. I spent decades immersed in these things, and I understand their value. But they were never meant to become permanent occupations or identities. They were tools intended to accomplish something. The problem is that people become so attached to the tools that they forget what they were trying to accomplish in the first place. They build an entire identity around being a magician, an alchemist, or an initiate, and then spend the rest of their lives defending and reinforcing that identity. The very thing that was supposed to free them from the ego becomes another way of keeping it alive.
The purpose of the Great Work is not to become a better magician or a more accomplished alchemist. It is to become free. Free even from the need to practice magick or alchemy. At some point, you have to stop preparing to live life and actually live. It. I want to practice my sword, drink my tea, spend time with my wife, and give my complete attention to whatever Iâm doing. I have no desire to escape the world, transcend the material plane, or become something other than what I am. I spent years trying to reach something beyond ordinary life, only to discover that ordinary life was what Iâd been looking for all along. If your spiritual practice never allows you to put it down, you havenât found freedom. Youâve just built yourself another prison.
I really need you to try and wrap your mind around this for a second. They just found a state of existence inside your cells that is part light and part matter, and it dies when you die.
That means your mitochondria, the engine room of nearly every cell in your body, is light. Mystics and esoteric scholars have been saying this for ages, and science is finally catching up to it. This is further proof that manifestation is written into the fabric of our very beings.
The idea here is that if your cells run on light, your thoughts have a direct line to shaping matter. The spiritual framing says that consciousness generates vibration, and vibration is light. Within the findings of this study, that means your consciousness is responsible for breathing light into the mitochondria in your cells. It describes the engine inside your cells as a blend of light and matter, the "mito-polariton." This quantum superposition is precisely how you can shift realities at any given point, because your entire body is superpositioned, not just your cells. You simply relocate, through conscious thought, to a reality that exists simultaneously with the one you are currently inhabiting. It's the same mechanism, used for a different purpose.
Mitochondria are how your body makes fuel inside your cells (ATP). ATP fuels everything a cell does: repair, signaling, division. If your mitochondrion is part light, that means light is an active participant in how your body fuels itself and keeps the spark of life going. And whatever generates that light can directly affect your cells. Remember when I said that what generates light is vibration, and vibration is generated by your consciousness? It's all interconnected. There is no separating you from the mechanism.
If your cells produce energy via light and your thoughts generate said light, your thoughts can directly affect your body through that same mechanism built in your cells too. I remember an example given in 'The Law of One' of how the emotion of anger can cause cells to go out of control and eventually lead to cancer in the body. The fascinating part? Cancer cells are known for altering how their mitochondria produce energy. Canât make this shit up lol. If healthy mitochondrion stores a 'pure' light signal, your thought patterns that chronically disrupt this signal can push your cells entirely off course. A steady, coherent state of mind supports the signal instead, which in turn supports your physical health. Once again, it's all beautifully interconnected for those with the eyes to see it!
Neurotypical brain on THC: "I am completely couch-locked, giggling at the ceiling, and incapable of basic math."
AuDHD brain on THC: "The background static in my head has finally dropped from 12 simultaneous radio stations down to one, I am no longer violently aware of the seams on my socks, and I suddenly have the executive function required to clean the kitchen."
Kate Moss once said ânever complain, never explainâ and no other quote has ever rung truer in my head.
Over-explaining yourself is a symptom of low metabolic conviction. Chronically seeking permission, managing everyoneâs perception of you, writing 14 paragraphs because someone misunderstood you⊠deeply stress-metabolism, fearful rat-coded behaviour.
People pleasing cortisolspikes estrogenic tendencies. Spiritual hypothyroidism. Eventually your organism is like girl ENOUGH or gives you autoimmune disease
The healthier I become, the less I explain. High metabolic rate + high conviction = low paragraph count.
The fact that you just gave me the last piece to the puzzle I have been trying to solve forever right when I needed it⊠Lol ily.
So⊠Monroe came at it from out-of-body work and the Gateway Process. All based on black and indigenous peoplesâ natural expanded consciousness abilities. The military took it seriously enough to send people to write a whole declassified assessmentâŠ. Cool Iâd never heard of any of that until recently. My dad, Dr. Frank Betz, used to work at 3M Europe back in the day & has spent years building this framework he calls Interconnected Uncertaintyâ where he explores uncertainty not as a bug, but as a feature of reality. Relations generating properties that none of the parts have alone. The most dangerous uncertainty being the kind you donât even recognize. So when I say âthought-static drowning the signal,â I am standing in a very specific family + research lineage whether I planned it or not. It even shows up in every ancient divinatory system I look at, my astrology, onomastics, numerology, etc. That is absolutely fucking crazy to me.
Anyway. Hereâs what I actually think is happening:
The wall of signal-drowning psychic static noise is real. Itâs just not mystical and magical in the way people want it to be⊠All that crazy shit is not from some faraway fairytale land, I think itâs coming from us. The phenomena is us.
Itâs literally billions of uncoordinated minds broadcasting at once. Fear, scroll-brain, leftover arguments, half-formed opinions, trauma loops, marketing copy, government narrative, groupchat residue, all stacked. Monroe called it the H-Band. I have no name for it except for âthe reason you can be standing in a forest and still not hear the forest.â
So like I said yesterday, life is already broadcasting. Not one signal. Many tempos stacked inside each other: body, animal, land, cell. The forest, the animal, and the microtubule may be the same kind of thing: a multi-clock instrument.
This physicist I discovered the other day @anirbanbandyo who is studying the tiny tubes inside cells says those tubes keep several clocks at once and can project that pattern like an instrument playing into the room. Holographically. Like an antenna.
I am literally not even a scientist you guys. I just like to study for fun because I got brain damage in a series of car accidents years ago and forgot like, everything I ever learned so I started learning how to teach myself about all my interests lol.
Underneath the static there is music. Actual music. Distress calls. Breeding songs. Wind. Water. Feelings. Indigenous cultures (MY CULTURES!!!) never stopped treating that as intelligent. Others just drowned us out.
You may be thinking: Hmm, I wonder who the fuck benefits from keeping people trapped inside this noise wall? I have. Here is my list:
âą Anyone who needs your attention more than they need you awake.
âą Sanitized-government-narrative content.
âą Disclosure influencers getting paid to keep you watching instead of going outside.
âą Tech systems that feast on your time and energy.
âą Networks that would rather own the information of the future than let you hear whatâs already playing.
If youâre exhausted, overstimulated, and convinced nothing is real except the next video, you are NOT listening to animals or the land or even your own body. You are generating more static.
That is useful to some people. It is NOT useful to living things.
Considering the fact that there are a bunch of disgustingly wealthy tech freaks out there who literally want to poison your minds and hearts and bodies so they can inherit the Earth without any of you being coherent enough to stand up and reject them and their ways: take that however you choose.
I hope all of you guys like wildlife conservation, cause youâre the wildlife! It is time to begin the conservation efforts for humans beings. Save yourself so that you may save your world!!!
The whimsy is a decoy. The most intelligent, militant minded, LETHALLY gifted people I know are VERY playful bc they have a side that is EXTREMELY venomous and even THEY are afraid of what happens when the scales tip just a LITTTTTTTLE too much. Tread lightly thinking that bc ppl CHOOSE peace that they arenât skilled at war. Theyâre hidden in plain sight⊠not powerless.
the idea that humans have been like caterpillars all along seems v poetic when you learn that in ancient greek, the word psyche meant both âsoulâ and âbutterflyâ. in a way, the spark of consciousness is higher guidance from the version of you that sits in metamorphosis completion