SEEING IVE TONIGHT !!! but latest updates:
June: IVE
Sept: Restricted (another rave lol) [NEW], Bini (RAAAAAAA YAY SO EXCITED) [NEW]
Oct: XG
Nov: Mico
Dec: Harry Styles, Wolf Alice
and i know she's having a bit of a hard time right now so i feel really mean but also it just feels so over complicated for no reason and it just makes it frustrating because it feels like shes hiding her cards and its not making decision-making any easier
don't make plans too far in advance with ppl because by the time they come around your friendship may have gone stale and you're like well actually maybe i don't want to do this and i cannot collaborate with you on this plan anymore... 🫠🫠
and im trying to not just be a people pleaser and comply with whatever is easier for her like can you just communicate??? i can't help make plans if i literally don't know what is even going on in your head
roster is STACKED i am LIVING
Feb: Bad Bunny
March: ateez, one ok rock, Hello Melbourne festival
April: Ultra, Mumford and Sons
May: Aries
June: IVE [NEW]
Nov: Harry Styles
Dec: Wolf Alice [NEW]
my friend is literally so bad at listening to me and it's just becoming more and more prominent lately and it just sucks when she always says im such a good listener like is it impossible to reciprocate ???? why do i even say anything if you won't hear me or pay attention
maybe i am spiralling because i haven't spent much time with my fam lately but i have quite a few days with them this week so maybe i'll be fine after all that LOL
after spending a lot of time with my friend lately i'm starting to think that the only people who really truly know me authentically in the way i want to be known are my family like they just get every part of me - all the different bits and how i behave and my interests
lately i've been pretty hung up on the concept of "to be loved is to be known" and it really feels like i only get that from my family and what if i can't get it from anywhere else 😭😭