undersocialized people have this view of their symptoms as some mystical source of enlightenment and divinely appointed suffering
having been through it myself, I can assure you your condition is no more interesting than an eczema or a chipped tooth
Half the time going to class is useless
And im surrounded by mouthbreathers at my safety school which gets me too comfortable
I messed up my college applications cuz I was just a dumb young man but I might try to transfer out