And to the all people reading this having troubles and feeling hopeless about progressing in self-development area - remember, you can do this. Don't focus on taking big steps, small steps can also take you to your destination. Just a little bit slower than the big ones.
A few weeks ago I wrote about my first month with AI.
If you read it this is the update for my progress. If you didn't - doesn't matter. This one stands alone.
But I know why I'm walking. I want to walk. I want to carry this backpack. I believe I am enough to learn all this things even without universities.
I trust in myself.