professionally insane

21 || sw:250+ || minors dni pls

[professionally insane @dilf_luvr_]

i genuinely am hitting new lows on the daily in every aspect except my weight

[professionally insane @dilf_luvr_]

watching criminal minds rn and one of the women is such body inspo ohhhhhgg my god im tweaking

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i have heart failure ❤️❤️❤️ not even from ed wtf

[professionally insane @dilf_luvr_]

@Ed_Pokkle NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

[professionally insane @dilf_luvr_]

god i wanna get drunk SO BADLY

[professionally insane @dilf_luvr_]

trying to be less evil and mean but god do these ppl make it hard

[professionally insane @dilf_luvr_]

forced sh recovery bc every inch of my body is being examined by 20 doctors everyday

[professionally insane @dilf_luvr_]

@TheGirlWhoGaf in my experience the fasting usually just gets rid of water weight unfortunately but the weight u gain back is also mostly water weight 😞 it’s basically pointless in my own experience and it’s better to do omads in the long run for “consistent” weight loss

[professionally insane @dilf_luvr_]

@choiminhodiet that looks delicious ok?

[professionally insane @dilf_luvr_]

guys it’s lock in time i’m so fucking fat

[professionally insane @dilf_luvr_]

i get weighed everyday and it has triggered me so bad bc my doctor comments on every oz i gain (bc im supposed to be gaining but wtv)

[professionally insane @dilf_luvr_]

relapsing hey babies

[professionally insane @dilf_luvr_]

me trying to manipulate my drs into not admitting me again

[professionally insane @dilf_luvr_]

i’m having genuinely the worst week of my life i literally almost died again and had to be hospitalized AGAIN and then i got three new diagnoses and i have to go get an endoscopy and a colonoscopy 🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂

[professionally insane @dilf_luvr_]

losing so much hair from my chemo 🙁 i’m going to shave it eventually i think. it is just sad

[professionally insane @dilf_luvr_]

imagine having the worst two months of ur life and u are physically in pain and quite literally dying and then u get dumped what thehell

[professionally insane @dilf_luvr_]

@xVenusZornx i hope ur okay tho ❤️❤️

[professionally insane @dilf_luvr_]

@xVenusZornx the eyes are killing me

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ohhh hrr hospital serve/lowkey body check idfk

[professionally insane @dilf_luvr_]

guys i’m losing so much hair literally in chunks like the infusions i’m doing are chemo so i’m gonna be bald and losing my hair like this is so distressing i cannot explain