The sun shines, but its warmth feels empty. A&M's loss to Tennessee in the baseball college World Series has shattered my spirit. The world moves on, indifferent to our suffering. Dreams of victory have turned to dust, leaving only the bitter taste of defeat and an endless void.
You are mentally broken. That is your biggest lesson. You doubt yourself, your abilities, your preparation, that's why you don't show up. You are a bitch.