> Running in 500+ AQI
> Eating fake paneer
> Getting fake medicines when sick
> Walking in sewage water each monsoon
> Paying full price for ethanol-blended fuel
What a tragic collapse we’re living through !
I will never recover from the thought that these 5 boys sacrificed their teenage years to give us the best and happiest ones. I will be forever grateful.
I'm not going to downplay it anymore & I'm going to put my pride away... I need help. I'm sorry I didn't ask or say anything sooner, I've never been in this position before (and haven't gotten out of it since). I didn't want to disappoint anyone & my brain has been so fried from all the events that just happened.
My grandparents passed away, I couldn't attend my grandma's funeral, my mom was diagnosed with stage 4 cancer, I can't seem to land a job & I'm about to lose my place.
I don't know what to do anymore. I feel like I'm suffocating. I feel horrible for asking for help, but idk what to do.
Hope everyone’s doing alright! Had a good break, looking forward to getting back to it. India is going to be special, it’s somewhere I’ve dreamt of playing for a long time!
Excited about the next few months of writing as well. Big year incoming!
I cant believe one direction was the one that gave me hope and reason to live and liam who was such a big part of it is no more this is too heartbreaking it is just hitting me how real it is