how much aura do i lose for sending photos of notes to a girl i have a crush on yet those notes literally had doodles of us in our Halloween costumes holding hands
@peachyvampir3 I've always been the type of person to eat small amts more often rather than big meals but one time, years ago, i was eating some chips after school and my dad looks at me and goes "you're always eating ://" instantly ruined my appetite and i cannot make myself forget it 😭
@swirlixcals Hiya! The Italian dish is actually called chicken marsala (with an r) but people often just say it like masala. It's named so for the marsala cooking wine the sauce is made with
@foodpolledtwt The 2nd photo is of Cannoli! They are a Sicilian dessert made with a fried outer shell filled with sweet ricotta cheese (very very good)
pls do ur best to recover on your own while u can, it isn't validating to have people medically concerned about you it just sucks
my doctor is serious about pulling me out of school if my condition doesn't improve
my body is suffering my blood work/hormone levels area all skewed
@SIGMAREXIC Girl I understand everything you're talking about I am CONSTANTLY arguing with myself about stuff like this like I never thought recov could be so complicated 😩
crazy how i went from hiding my body and telling myself I can wear cute clothes when I'm skinny but now I'm as skinny as I'll ever be and all my cute clothes are hanging off of me and still I hide my body bc my bones sticking out looks freaky 🤪
Met with a dietician for the first time!! It was good she's nice and understands what I'm talking about
I wasn't able to connect w her a lot bc my mom was there bc it was the first meeting, but I feel like she can rlly help me :)
Im scared tho she wants me to gain quite a bit :/
Proud of myself i ordered a sandwich for the first time in the dining hall ;D the lady was rlly nice
I wasn't able to eat the bread just yet but I was just after the deli meat bc they don't put that in the salad bar :P
(well they do but its ham not turkey)
@fataIvision yess exactly i was especially interested in celebrities who had them ever since I heard my mom talking about Karen Carpenter
that's kind of why I think of myself as having had my ed for a long time but it only started showing once i got good at it lol