Like I CANT be alone bec the moment I’m alone my thoughts start hammering into my brain and I get a headache . But I don’t want to bother anyone either but I DONT WANT TO BE ALONE. I’ve never felt this way. I just want to be dead.
I’ve been feeling so empty lately idk why, I can’t even put it into words but it’s as if somethings missing and I’d be better dead. I want to cry but it gets exhausting but the feeling the blank ass feeling isn’t letting me live.