๐ค: Koongieโs medications have increased a lot. She takes her heart medicine in the morning and evening, and her thyroid medication twice a day as well. On top of that, she takes probiotics and vitamins.
Iโve completely stopped giving her treats, so sheโs always asking for food, like, โFeed me, feed me.โ She has also lost a lot of weight. As far as I know, she now weighs around 2.7 kg. Compared to her highest weight, she has lost about 300โ400 grams.
Isnโt that right, Koongie?
Lately, Koongie keeps asking her dad for food because sheโs always hungry. But isnโt it wonderful that she can still go out for walks with her dad like this? It makes me incredibly happy.
Every night, I gently rub her tummy and place my hand near her heart, telling her, โTake my energy. Iโll give you my energy.โ I truly mean it when I say Iโm giving her my energy.
I hope Koongie can absorb all of my energy.
๐ค: The next recording for MCount will be my last one for now. After the first recording, I developed pharyngitis, and with sinusitis on top of that, my album recording had to be delayed by two weeks because my voice simply wouldnโt come out during recording.
Our upcoming tour schedule is packed with Friday, Saturday, and Sunday performances, and I need to sing a lot of high notes. If I continue recording MCount on Thursdays, I donโt think Iโll be able to handle the tour properly.
Even yesterday, I tried my best to preserve my voice. After waking up, I barely spoke a word because I had todayโs livestream. I took painkillers, went for an MRI in the morning, and continued with my schedule.
Recording is fun for me. I genuinely enjoy it. But if I keep pushing myself just because I love it, I feel like I might end up affecting the tour itself. Whatโs most important to me is successfully leading this first MCount tour with Heechul. We started this together, and I donโt want to cause him any difficulties.
The company was also concerned and asked if I would really be able to continue under these circumstances. After discussing it together, we decided that the upcoming recording would be my last MCount recording for now, and hopefully there will be another opportunity in the future.
I also have a week-long filming schedule in Taiwan coming up, and Iโm worried about Koongie. She seems to get stressed whenever Iโm away for too long. Seeing her get sick shortly after I returned last time made me worry even more.
Lately, it feels like everything has piled up at once. Hospital visits, insurance matters after the accident, album recordings, concert practice, program recordings, merchandise shoots, music video filming, and even separate shoots for Japanese goods. There are just so many things to do.
I canโt even say Iโm simply tired anymore. Iโve been feeling deeply overwhelmed and depressed. Then Koongie became sick, and just when I thought things would get better, I got into an accident too. Mentally, it was an incredibly difficult period.
Still, I told myself I couldnโt give up. Iโve been working hard to sort everything out, and little by little Iโve managed to get through a lot of it. In the past, I might have given up and said it was too hard, but now, even when I feel exhausted, lonely, and overwhelmed, Iโm trying my best to overcome it.
I made a promise to Koongie too.
โKoongie, letโs keep fighting together. Dad will do his very best, and since youโre doing your best too, Dad has to do his best as well.โ
Hyukjae, you've entered Kyupiter territory. Isn't it only natural that no one would be on your side? ๐คฃ
#EUNHYUK#์ํ
(They were talking about Kyuhyun often telling the story of the first time he met the members)
๐ฐ: You all know my personality, right? Am I really that kind of person?
๐: Yes~ ๐คฃ
๐ฐ: As expected of Kyupiters. (gritting his teeth) You're obviously taking Kyuhyun's side.
๐ฐ: Kyuhyun might be a little upset about this, but I honestly don't remember his first day at all. Still, from my perspective, I treated him really well.
๐: Ehhh~~
๐ฐ: OK, Kyupiters. (gritting his teeth again)
๐ฐ: Later, when I'm doing solo activities, I'll invite Kyuhyun too.
(gritting his teeth harder)
Cr. Riderlove
Ohhh yesung hyungie made an appearance at kyuhyunโs fanmeet today! ๐ this must've been before kyuhyun started trying to sing IHTBY
And look at how serious the jerries are watching their tom๐ฅฐ
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