kaz - ʕ•́ᴥ•̀ʔっ♡

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[kaz - ʕ•́ᴥ•̀ʔっ♡ @dirtkcals]

・:*☆ a n g e l n u m b e r s ☆*:・

[kaz - ʕ•́ᴥ•̀ʔっ♡ @dirtkcals]

@wulpsta I LOVE YOU THANJ YOUUUU🥲

[kaz - ʕ•́ᴥ•̀ʔっ♡ @dirtkcals]

looking back at this acc makes me wanna cry bc although i still desperately want to be thin and that's always on my mind, im not living my absolute best life travelling australia, meeting new friends, wearing what i want and eating in moderation. little me would be proud.

[kaz - ʕ•́ᴥ•̀ʔっ♡ @dirtkcals]

now*

[kaz - ʕ•́ᴥ•̀ʔっ♡ @dirtkcals]

i can't do life man i actually can't. i should be so happy. im leaving to go to australia in less than 40 days and all i can think about is my bestfriend who hates my fucking guts and cut me off because i was too fuckin suicidal and selfish i hate myself

[kaz - ʕ•́ᴥ•̀ʔっ♡ @dirtkcals]

this wouldn't be a problem if i wasn't fat and fucking ugly

[kaz - ʕ•́ᴥ•̀ʔっ♡ @dirtkcals]

so scared of getting rid of my ex because what if nobody else finds me as attractive as he does fr. 2 years no contact to getting back into contact from july-now... but also i need to get rid of him for the sake of my mental health because he's so fucking shallow

[kaz - ʕ•́ᴥ•̀ʔっ♡ @dirtkcals]

like why are you making jokes about me being 🍇'd and saying you're going to baby trap me when i never want kids anyway................. but also what if everyone else thinks im ugly

[kaz - ʕ•́ᴥ•̀ʔっ♡ @dirtkcals]

couldn't be w him so i became him. a fucking addict.

[permawank @permawank]

I am killing myself on ig live in 15 minutes

[timothy 𝜗𝜚 @littldiary]

i will actually be skinny in 2026 i promise

[kaz - ʕ•́ᴥ•̀ʔっ♡ @dirtkcals]

what a shitty year. how am i still here after all these years...

[astrology bot @hourIyhoroscope]

leo, you'll have a bright 2026.

[kaz - ʕ•́ᴥ•̀ʔっ♡ @dirtkcals]

went to a&e today and they said i might have a chest infection or a blood clot in my lung but they don't know and won't know because they're not investigating it.......... oh okay so ill just die greattttt. there was also an issue with my ecg which they didn't tell me???? rip me

[kaz - ʕ•́ᴥ•̀ʔっ♡ @dirtkcals]

yep it's done it's over i literally feel as if someone's died my whole body hurts

[kaz - ʕ•́ᴥ•̀ʔっ♡ @dirtkcals]

had a shit christmas with my shitry fucking family and now i've lost my person and best friend of 16 years i am driving my car into a fucking brick wall

[kaz - ʕ•́ᴥ•̀ʔっ♡ @dirtkcals]

it gets worse babe xxxxx a LOT fucking worse xxxxxxx

[kaz - ʕ•́ᴥ•̀ʔっ♡ @dirtkcals]

life has been so ass recently

[kaz - ʕ•́ᴥ•̀ʔっ♡ @dirtkcals]

i've already had a fucking panic attack and relapsed after 6 years so that's fucking fantastic i want to die i want my best friend back and she is never coming back

[kaz - ʕ•́ᴥ•̀ʔっ♡ @dirtkcals]

how to deal with losing my best friend of 16 years because i'm about to fucking spiral i feel like im fucking grieving but she's alive

[kaz - ʕ•́ᴥ•̀ʔっ♡ @dirtkcals]

my whole body is aching genuinely