wait cute date idea you tell me to cut myself deeper and i cry and beg you to stop but tell me no degrade me a little and make me keep going till I’m bleeding out immensely and die for blood lost but you have a revival book and revive me just to make me keep going. just an idea
i just want you so bad i need you bad i just need him to see that but i can’t stay it cause he’ll get scared or worse or mabye hell finding loving but i do t know i can’t risk ever hurting of losing him anymore then i already i have to hold him close as he hold me back tighter
liek this is somone i am thinking of that i just want to latch onto so hard and never let go but im really scared of him rn and don’t want him
to hate me like when i was taken he was all yaya with me but now that i am lonely and like isolated i feel like he don’t talk !!!
- understand i need somthing i need someone so bad so so bad god omg im
going crazy and i hate it i hate it i need to be with somone all ways to give me love and attention with a bit of affection i ned it so ba god omg
omg i have had anyone to attach onto in over a week and i feel myslef going crazy like body shaking and hiperfemilafing or somthing i don’t even know cause i just don’t have anyone i can be my safe place or anything i can’t talk to anyone about anything and no one will -