I'd also like to add aside from the executive dysfunction, you can also get tortured by the emotional dysregulation that comes with it. I've reacted intensely over insignificant things and had to force myself to internalize it so I don't blow a fuse, and I end up exhausted 🥹
Adhd is so interesting because wdym I wasn’t able to start a project that was literally just me playing around in Minecraft building a diorama, which is an objectively fun and easy thing to do, because my brain viewed it as a task and therefore I started to dread playing mc.
which is also the disorder that makes me wander around my room/rot in bed instead of playing games I want to play cuz apparently thats an "important task" for my brain so I gotta find a way to not do it because the "right moment" will eventually come
OCD as a child had me thinking stuff like "I know you can hear me." or screaming as loud as I could and looking around for who reacts just to make sure no one was listening