🫶🪩🩶💜

You’re on your own kid, you always have been💙
I want to be stable, but I do cave🖤
~SHTWT~

[🫶🪩🩶💜 @disordered_af]

Intro:
~19 y/o
~Autistic
~Medicated for mh
~Sh
~Recovered from ana

#shtwt #slittwt #mhtwt #autistictwt #autismtwt #edrecovery

[🫶🪩🩶💜 @disordered_af]

@Autistic_Lauren Happy arms, but only when I’m alone

[🫶🪩🩶💜 @disordered_af]

@annualhairwashh Mianserin: Stable weight, but made my depression so much worse
Fluoksetine: Stable weight, helped so much with depression and anxiety, litterally saved me

[zayden @pemilo123]

Anyway learned yesterday that ppl with ADHD and/or autism often have really really REALLY strong senses of justice and fairness. So now I know why! react so strongly when ppl do things that are shitty. Dont do shitty things, guys! You'll stress out the ADHD/autistic folks!

[🫶🪩🩶💜 @disordered_af]

@Autistic_Lauren Numbers✨

[🫶🪩🩶💜 @disordered_af]

@anniebaexquie She’s gonna be the next Eugina Cooney…

[nyan @m3llownyan]

Self Harm is not OK . ItsOK when I do it tthough

[stevoclub @stevoclub]

they clocked tho

[Libriscent @libriscent]

I don’t want a soft life because I’m lazy. I want a soft life because my nervous system has been in fight or flight mode since childhood.

[𝓲𝓬𝓮 @be_like_ice]

Autistic people that society has decided are 'high functioning' tend to have a extremely disproportionate levels of mental illness and trauma, to the point where it's actually life limiting and life threatening.

[No Nonsense Neurodivergent @NoNonsenseND]

I also need time to satiate my hyperfixations

[🫶🪩🩶💜 @disordered_af]

@pemilo123 I went to the store and bought the most ultreprosessed pizza and toast ever, felt really autistic when I played

[🫶🪩🩶💜 @disordered_af]

@maybellinaa When I was deep in my severe ed I could go 24h+ without going to the toilet at all, so that actually dosen’t judge the severity

[Autistic Lauren 🏳️‍⚧️ 🏳️‍🌈 @Autistic_Lauren]

Is it a common autistic experience to require longer time in bathrooms not for toiletry reasons, but for the fact it’s one of the few places with little sensory stimuli around?

[🫶🪩🩶💜 @disordered_af]

@DogToyOfSHTWT These look irritated, maybe beginning of an infection, but not to the point where you need antibiotics yet. I have a post up with photos of infected wounds from 30th of april or something if you want to see

[🫶🪩🩶💜 @disordered_af]

Kinda looks like long flowers
#scarspo #shtwt #sh #scarcheck

[🫶🪩🩶💜 @disordered_af]

#scarcheck #scarspo #sh #shtwt

[ミ☆ Void / Remy #shedtwt @thevoidosphere]

#shtwtt #988twt #slittwt #suicidetwt

[ʏᴜᴍᴇɴᴏ ᴏꜰ ꜱʜᴛᴡᴛ ☆𖧋 (Q) @hooni_cutescars]

"They're cutting for attention" They prolly need that attention???? 😭 Ain't no mentally sane person cutting for fun 💔

[🫶🪩🩶💜 @disordered_af]

@cutestnekomimi I’ve cut there, a bit when I first started sh, so not so deep. Was very painful and annoying. More recently I’ve done permanent damage to my foot because of sh. Would not recommend cutting there

[🫶🪩🩶💜 @disordered_af]

@Autistic_Lauren And why does it have to be so bad…