🌱Basil🌱

edtwt | 17 | 5’2 | cw 157 lbs | gw 120 lbs | ugw 85 lbs

[🌱Basil🌱 @disordereddoggy]

#intro !!
#edtwt #moothunt
You can call me Basil!
I like plants, animals, mlp, nso, drawing, and more.
My goal weight is 85 lbs! ^^

[🌱Basil🌱 @disordereddoggy]

Guess who’s back and even fatter!! Haha I hate this. I was legit in a binging cycle or something but I promise I’m trying to starve and purge again <3 #bodycheck

[🌱Basil🌱 @disordereddoggy]

I’m so fat I’m almost 160 pounds. I don’t want to do anything anymore I hate everything. I’m really thinking about running away and ending everything this weekend. It’s all too stressful.

[🌱Basil🌱 @disordereddoggy]

@aspendsyr Aww thank you! 😭❤️

[🌱Basil🌱 @disordereddoggy]

I hate everything I just want to leave
I haven’t even been trying to eat less I suck
#bodycheck #edtwt

[🌱Basil🌱 @disordereddoggy]

#bodycheck I suck at everything I can’t even starve correctly I should just kms at this point LOL

[🌱Basil🌱 @disordereddoggy]

Sighh had a lot of food yesterday and I gained a pound fml #bodycheck #edtwt

[🌱Basil🌱 @disordereddoggy]

1 am #bodycheck loll #edtwt
Also I swear my mirror is like distorted or something because i feel like i look taller and thinner specifically in this mirror i hate it just show me the truth that im super fat T^T

[🌱Basil🌱 @disordereddoggy]

@mattysnowpuff Body so tea!! Can I use this as thinspo? You’re so skinny 😭❤️

[🌱Basil🌱 @disordereddoggy]

#bodycheck

[🌱Basil🌱 @disordereddoggy]

@xoangelicbae Aw thank you!! And you guess pretty close! :D

[🌱Basil🌱 @disordereddoggy]

BMI guesses?? O.O #bodycheck

[🌱Basil🌱 @disordereddoggy]

I’ve been eating less for 6 WEEKS and there’s literally no difference and I know because I still weigh 150 lbs >:(
#bodycheck #fatspo #chubspo

[🌱Basil🌱 @disordereddoggy]

So fucking fat bruh #bodycheck #edtwt
Fr bouta hurt myself if I keep up with my fatty behaviors

[🌱Basil🌱 @disordereddoggy]

Morning #bodycheck #edtwt
I’m so fat and I eat so much do I even have an ed :(

[🌱Basil🌱 @disordereddoggy]

Sighh why did I gain weight. The one on the right is a pic I took just now.
#bodycheck
BMI 22 Vs BMI 27

[🌱Basil🌱 @disordereddoggy]

Morning #bodycheck #edtwt
I’m so fattt AAAA >:(

[🌱Basil🌱 @disordereddoggy]

Scars and #bodycheck
Should I start cutting again? There’s times where I want to relapse, especially when I feel very fat

[🌱Basil🌱 @disordereddoggy]

Ugh so fat #bodycheck

[🌱Basil🌱 @disordereddoggy]

I’m backkk #bodycheck
I’m kind of bloated I’m on my period >:(

[🌱Basil🌱 @disordereddoggy]

Bed body checks. I think I take too many bcs T^T #bodycheck