Sierra | 21 | active 23'

5'0 | cw: 187.1lbs | gw: 120lbs
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tw: bc & weight loss, 16+ preferably
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pro recovery, just not in it

[Sierra | 21 | active 23' @disorderedmoon]

Made my own tracker, this thread is going to be for my accountability!
Sw: 189.4 || goal: 175
(Just for these 36 days)

[Sierra | 21 | active 23' @disorderedmoon]

Not weighing for a while, just until I feel better and feel like I won't cry seeing the number. I'll update the thread when i do weigh. I want to fast for days on end but my body/mind will not allow it..

[Sierra | 21 | active 23' @disorderedmoon]

I've been pretty off track again the last 2 days and I'm feeling way more bloated again and I can feel myself losing control. I hate this, always a cycle of lose and gain.

[Sierra | 21 | active 23' @disorderedmoon]

@dissapointedfae If you want to we can keep each other updated in dms, like chat and if we need motivation ect

[Sierra | 21 | active 23' @disorderedmoon]

Here we go again. Who wants to join with me

[Sierra | 21 | active 23' @disorderedmoon]

@dissapointedfae Of course!

[Terms of Libra @LibraTerms]

A silent killer #Libra will act everything is cool and ok, while plotting something worst you can never expect at all.

[astrology bot @hourIyhoroscope]

it's okay to take time to care for your mental health, libra.

[Sierra | 21 | active 23' @disorderedmoon]

@roslynbyb0niver No but same... I started a new job and I feel like I just overshare so much because I'm use to my old job that had people like me.

[Sierra | 21 | active 23' @disorderedmoon]

@hyerexic 4 💀

[Sierra | 21 | active 23' @disorderedmoon]

@whyamiher3_ I wish I was taller :( I'm 5'0 and 185 and I look like a whale

[Sierra | 21 | active 23' @disorderedmoon]

@GlumCrumb My goodness that's so cute! Like a kitty cat

[$M0N£Y @time2barf]

Will be me but even lower

[Sierra | 21 | active 23' @disorderedmoon]

I've had 2 meals today. For a total of around 1,300 cals. I feel horrible this us the most i have ate in the 6 days I've been trying to lose. The scale is gonna make me cry tomorrow and I just know it. Tomorrow will be 23/1 fasting omad again because I hate feeling full.

[Sierra | 21 | active 23' @disorderedmoon]

At work, it's raining pretty good right now and I gotta get out and walk through it.

[Sierra | 21 | active 23' @disorderedmoon]

Maintained again, successfully did omad yesterday and even didn't finish it all. A bit upset but I guess I'll be fine. 6 days in and 2lbs down I guess that's ok?

[Sierra | 21 | active 23' @disorderedmoon]

Made my own tracker, this thread is going to be for my accountability!
Sw: 189.4 || goal: 175
(Just for these 36 days)

[Sierra | 21 | active 23' @disorderedmoon]

Well I did gain but I think yesterday's was water weight or something. I'm sure it'll continue going down, just gotta be patient, even though seeing this made me feel my kms 💀

[clit romney @fatfishbones]

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- EXTREME fatspo thread

- very triggering!! (´；Д；`)

- i know i post lots ‘joke’ threads like this but this time it’s serious so please don’t look at it if this stuff triggers you ₊˚⊹♡

[Sierra | 21 | active 23' @disorderedmoon]

@radioplayings I feel you food as rewards use to be 100% all I knew. It's a bad habit to be in and I'm working on it still.

[Sierra | 21 | active 23' @disorderedmoon]

Oh btw I gave half the burger to my husband. Really wanna weigh rn for some reason but I know it'll just hurt me