I just mean that he feels things in such a complex way that it's hard to pinpoint the whirlwind of emotions he has and how they connect or why he feels a specific emotion as intensely as he does
Sorry for Richard Cameron posting, but can I say he's autistic and has a somewhat difficult time understanding emotions. He knows what they are and he knows technically how they affect people, but he doesn't understand why he feels certain things and it bothers him :(
If I keep Richard Cameron's canon disinterest in Mr Keating, should I give him a positive relationship to Mr McAllister and then because McAllister has apisitive relationshio with Keating, it slowly builds into Cam warming up to him. Should I do a fic like that eventually
Okay, but Richard Cameron presenting his first original poem at meeting and it's obviously about Charlie but no one says anything about it afterwards because Cam's not usually a touchy feely person and Charlie has to wrap his head around the fact that Cam apparently likes him???
Someone give me the confidence and motivation to rework my chatfic so I can actually post the first chapter on AO3 (I still have to figure out how AO3 formatting works, but whatever)
@snailsandpoetry I bing rewatched the series when the last season came out but I literally forgot everything except the time travel Santa episode with Bender and Zoidberg
@snailsandpoetry@poetsbutdead THIS IS HUGE BRAIN. That's why I initially didn't think Cameron, but the idea of him being honest on the application but then being scared of verification makes so much more sense for him