brave   ﹠   blooming.        

   

[brave   ﹠   blooming.         @divinityblooms]

a quotebot by @kaijucatrph ╱ #elliebean. all from my own personal writings, so pls don't repost ! ok to rt & qrt. ♡︎

[brave   ﹠   blooming.         @divinityblooms]

i knew the ending. i saw it coming. i shut my eyes but it did no good.

[brave   ﹠   blooming.         @divinityblooms]

you haunted me so thoroughly ╱ it’s like you never left.

[brave   ﹠   blooming.         @divinityblooms]

this victory is mine alone ╱ all that i am is in spite of you.

[brave   ﹠   blooming.         @divinityblooms]

i needed you to miss me. i needed to be right.

[brave   ﹠   blooming.         @divinityblooms]

i never wanted to leave, but there was no way i could stay. you have to believe me. i couldn’t stay.

[brave   ﹠   blooming.         @divinityblooms]

i am a fire i set by myself.

[brave   ﹠   blooming.         @divinityblooms]

i look at them, ﹠ suddenly, i understand why i am still here.

[brave   ﹠   blooming.         @divinityblooms]

she was always painted this way : eager ﹠ aching.

[brave   ﹠   blooming.         @divinityblooms]

she was more knife than girl, more weapon than woman.

[brave   ﹠   blooming.         @divinityblooms]

i don’t think i was made for a finite existence. i don’t understand why the song has to end.

[brave   ﹠   blooming.         @divinityblooms]

just like my father, bruised knuckles ﹠ teeth. just like my mother, don’t know how to leave.

[brave   ﹠   blooming.         @divinityblooms]

searching for an ending that doesn’t exist ╱ the pages were torn out before you were born.

[brave   ﹠   blooming.         @divinityblooms]

heartbroken ╱ hellbent.

[brave   ﹠   blooming.         @divinityblooms]

something delicate, something divine.

[brave   ﹠   blooming.         @divinityblooms]

all of the anger that lived inside me —— at least it was mine.

[brave   ﹠   blooming.         @divinityblooms]

wearing myself like a second skin. i can't remember the last time i felt like me.

[brave   ﹠   blooming.         @divinityblooms]

stained your fingers searching for power ╱ doomed yourself in your desperation.

[brave   ﹠   blooming.         @divinityblooms]

i hate this power you have over me. i would call down the stars for you if i could. even if it brought me to ashes in the process.

[brave   ﹠   blooming.         @divinityblooms]

she wished it wasn’t so hard to feel deserving of beautiful things.

[brave   ﹠   blooming.         @divinityblooms]

being in love shouldn’t feel this way, like you’re being torn in two.