My family never loved me
All of my friends are gone. Either I pushed them away or they never liked me.
I have this one person who loves me but I am making their life hell
I deserve this. Lord knew death would be too kind. But he wanted me to suffer.
I LOSE. I accept my fate
I hate this Month. I have always hated it. Every worst thing possible happened to me in the month of September. Including the fact that I was born in this month
Why is ts so hard man??? why!!?? i feel like throwing up and I just can't do it anymore. I didn't wanna do it in the first place. I didn't wanna survive itna. Never. The good wants me to suffer.
the thing i adore about depression is that if you’re alive nobody really thinks it’s that bad and when you’re like oh it’s really that bad this time people are like “you say that every time” and/or “you’re so strong and resilient so you can get over it again”