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Loves psychology, and pretending im cool
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@NeneAmanoVTuber This is one of those things that will be celebrated for millennia when it is dug up from the depths. Amazing job nene!

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This is definitely the next Hollywood success story

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one of my favorite reddit posts of all time

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@sauza_io I actually like that idea with the capsules I had always appreciated the system in other games but.. having some that let us use Kaioken or evolution from the get go would be really cool.

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@VTuberASMRFan Loved how colorful it was, I was really happy with it.

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@kibawoo Agreed I’d love to have a reason to take a trip but not spend 100000000$ for it

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@ItsLilithMusic I definitely really enjoyed it cause I only had a fuzzy understanding of the source material seems to be a common trend though

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These are the type of people I’m really happy I am able to give my support to. I am super excited for your continued success and hope you shoot for the moon.

[PillowDear 枕 | 🌈💌 @pillowdearASMR]

I want to say thank you.

Thank you to everyone. Thank you to the piwwos and the strangers passing by. Thank you always!!! Always!!! Everyone!..

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Thank you to the piwwos who have joined me during my journey. It breaks my heart when you apologize and say “I haven’t been here long”, but I’m so happy you’re here! Because of you, I have more confidence in myself!
It’s easy to tell myself bad things, but knowing you met me and wanted to stay makes me feel like I’m doing something good and right! That I’m able to make you happy and have fun!

To all the newer piwwos, I hope you know how much I appreciate you and want to make you smile! I’ll do my best to keep you happy, and I hope we have the most funnest of time forever and ever!

I still have a lot of growing to do! I want to get better at everything! I wanna become a better artist and singer and ASMRist and talker and everything, and I know I can do it as long as I have you!! Aaaaa

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To the older piwwos, oh.. goodness! Thank you for being here. Thank you for staying with me during my journey.
Many have come and go, and through everything you’re still here and smiling with me ♡.

Things wouldn’t be the same without you! Having you here is a reminder of how much I’ve grown, and it makes me so happy when you say you’re proud of my growth :;(∩´﹏`∩);:

It’s because of you im so ready to take on the day! So thank you ♡ so so so much..

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To my VT friends!! Aaaaa ohhh um um!! Thank you for all the help and time and love! It means to much to me that we get to talk and hang out! I always love when we play games together, and I know when I run into a problem that I can come to you!! ｡ﾟ(ﾟ´ω`ﾟ)ﾟ｡
I hope we can do so much more together for my 3rd year!! I wanna do more projects and events and fun stuff together!!
I want to experience the girlhood I never got to before with you!! 💌

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I can’t believe how much I’ve been writing! I might have.. done too much.. I’m not good with words and spelling and stuff but I had so much I wanted to say and so much I wanted to tell you!

I want you to know just how much i appreciate everyone. I’ll keep doing what i can to show you i care! To show you how much you mean to me so you never forget it!! NEVER!!!

I’m going to avoid going on another sappy rant but…
Please just know how much being here has changed everything for me. Because of you, I’m happy to wake up in the morning. ..☀️

Im excited for life, the future..
I’m excited for more happy smiles and memories with all of you.

I love you, more than any amount of words could ever express. Please believe that..

A.. um!!! Thank you

Thank you for being a piwwo. Thank you for everything

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@SoitsuTheSilly Good list! Watch many of them myself

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@Headpats4All @ANTllSM Ngl I enjoyed her a Nyana but I got really tired of following along when someone I like graduates so I just didn’t bother.

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@Oo0Ryota10240oO I’m tempted for the keyboard or any of them really, just seem a bit more than what I would pay

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@ManururuNekoko Expired sadly

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Seeing the love for the 4th is really wholesome, specially for the 250th. You are allowed to have problems with whoever is in charge or not, but having a day for unity as always appreciated.

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@Kittykat02_ I’m really glad you are liking it man! I’m not really a tribalist but I do try and recommend the game to people just cause I have so much fun with it.

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@TheDarkEnjoyer I had seen someone post about this a bit ago, I am pleasantly surprised and impressed with you man! Glad to have been seeing your growth!

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@CoreOfMidas U might be kinda cool … kinda

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These are the types of posts where I find it very hard to comment on but constantly thinking about. Not due to having the same issue, but thinking about the possibilities for someone that is going through this. I dont have hopes for what you can be or not be, I hope for happiness

[Midas ⚠️🕶️ @CoreOfMidas]

Not every person of "diverse orientation" is proud of their identity, sometimes its a great source of shame.

Through years of work I've found ways to make peace with my baseline, some days are easier than others. Every day i overcompensate by doubling my femininity because maybe I can't control my mind but I can min-max my female privilege.
I don't care about the "gender presentation" aspect, never have. Organ placement, while it affects me, isn't who or what i am in my value to the world. My value lies in what i create and what i'll leave behind.

It's not the "desire for pronouns" or "I want the world to see me as" - It's the visceral sickness of the private physicality. Sometimes the worms shred you and make your skin prick, and you feel foreign, feeling things that "should be physically there" or a strange sense of disassembly from what you operate.

It's why when people say being this way ISNT a mental illness its just "Who you are" I know they're hoping for someone's approval or fell for virtual propaganda.

I am Midas, Born female and remaining such, and I care deeply for the people who have chosen to physically transition. It's ironic, the one thing that stopped me from taking the last step wasn't a talk, religion, or "mistreatment". It was watching my younger and older brothers suffer in normal circumstances for no reason, and knowing deep down i would inherit their pains of which i would be woefully unprepared.

"I would feel physically more comfortable, but then the world would be my enemy, and i would be alone until i die."

Once I realized that was my great fear, it had me re-examine how selfish of a person I truly am. Self focused, irritating, and hollow. Ironically it probably has made me a better woman and a better person, as disgusting as i feel about it all. I've at least found peace with who i will become.

I want to be beautiful, I want to be loved, I want my family safe and healthy. Maybe one day I will break, but I hope its not for a long time for the sake of peace.

[Un]Happy Pride, consider this my public admission of dysphoria that i have chosen to fight against and not alongside. Take this song i made over a year ago now for the knowers who have known
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@EvaAnanova Ngl I’m really jealous about that. I have never really found anything I am that dedicated to, so when I see people passionate about something, it makes me happy for them.

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@AmanogawaShiina Aged like fine wine

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@pillowdearASMR Chicken nuggets