because I definitely can't afford to be off to figure the shit out the way they want me to. I just finally climbed out of the hole I was in from this shit last year. And I have to heed the caution of being BACK in a hole if I spend another 2 months working this out. I'm over it..
You know, it was bad enough I started to fear more and more about this unexplained seizure situation. It's another to have another one in the middle of the day right in front of my family. And it pisses me off and scares the shit out of me that they found NOTHING last year. I
took 7 tests in total and a blood work last year with no explanation. And then I take another CT this year and more blood work, and still nothing. I'm constantly on the edge of always being afraid and being so fucking irate about it. And what's worse is our system fucks you
I ain't gonna lie, often I question why I even release music anymore as if anyone will actually listen to it π and it's not like I say that because I care much about it, I say it only because, I'm probably the only one that listens to my own music. Might put it all on private π¬
Something our clients need to stop fucking doing;
Scheduling us when they start their day knowing damn well they have things to do before they get to us. Because now I've been sitting for nearly an hour just waiting. π