Love is supposed to have no boundaries, no limits and no distance. No matter how far you are, what you’re going through or how busy life gets, love isn’t supposed to diminish but open doors for you to grow and be held accountable. Safely. I wasn’t that for you. Build and grow. 🙏🏾
Ain’t angry, pissed or have any animosity. I’m just sad and disappointed. I looked up at the moon shining bright af tn and remembered the times I used tell you no matter where we are, how far away we are, we’ll always be connected to each other through the beautiful night sky.
Some people come into your life for a season, some for the rest of yours and theirs. Maybe we were just destined to be together for a season. Thanks for all of it. The good, the bad, the ugly, the happy, the sad, the angry and the peaceful. Love nd miss you always my beauty babas
I’ve lost everything including you. Rock bottom is here and I can only go up from here. I don’t expect you to ever come back with the way it’s perceived how I ruined your life but I will prove to you that i can do this on my own and you gave up on me and us at my worst.
Life is full of risks, rewards and regrets. I regret losing myself and not seeking counsel. I regret not being able to love you right, instead chase you away when I need you most. You took the biggest risk on me and I only left you with regrets. Every dog has its day. Mine is now
Thank you for 2+ years of being an amazing woman who pushed me to be better. Till I lost myself. You pushed me to leave the drugs behind, calm down on drinking and even taking a step back so I can collect my thoughts. This adhd isnt easy and I’m still trying to figure it out.
When I was ready to cry out for help it was already too late because I had already pushed you so far away I lost you. Lost your love, lost your grace and mercy. I failed you. I failed us. I failed. In time the light will come back but right now it’s just straight darkness.
Thank you for being patient knowing that we were two opposites trying to make things work in such a shitty world. While we were employed, unemployed, home full, homeless, funded and broke af. You were always there. When my shit got bad I shut down.
I got lost in the negatives of life and spoke to you so horribly. You deserve better, I never intended to be such a bad person. I only wanted to do good and be good. You only have great things coming for you in life. I love you and I miss you.
I promised you that I’ll do anything for you to be happy and letting you go is probably the hardest thing I’ll have to do, but you’ll be happy. You chose your happiness and I have to let you be happy. I’ll always love you and I only want the best for you. I’m sorry I got lost.
Patient with me while people were dying around us, while family treated us like shit, even when I couldn’t decide what to do with my life. When I gave up you didn’t. But times and shit changes. I pushed you so far away you left. I have to respect that.
Thank you for showing me a pure love, the experiences I never would’ve had if I wouldn’t have been with you. From cottage weekends, working at the gas stn to demolition derby and all the new restaurants we tried. Thank you for being patient with me.
Never feel bad for choosing your happiness over stress, pain and unhappiness. You deserve the world. That smile brings all the light. Loosing you is me losing a part of me that I was trying to build and grow to be a better person. You don’t need to worry about me. Just focus on U