My head feels so foggy all the time and lately the stress has been making it so not even sleep is comforting. I wish I could just be a normal person, or at least just deal with the autism, but this has been making me feel worthless and stupid. I used to be a smart kid, I miss it
Unmedicated ADHD so debilitating I literally canโt get myself to do anything that isnโt going to hit the funny dopamine button in my head, even my art, the thing I have literally decided to dedicate my life to
Sorry to vent on main lol I donโt have a priv but itโs so exhausting, Iโve been trying to get diagnosed since 18 (4 years) and every single time Iโve been failed and disappointed, all while Iโm called lazy by loved ones and being unable to disprove it cause I have no โproofโ
Finally seeing the live performance of a musical that was adapted into a movie you really enjoyed and realizing that the movie was actually kinda ass is a theatre enjoyerโs canon event
(flirting with fellow autist) Well the truth is, Iโm attracted to you; Iโd say yes if you asked me on a date and/or to kiss me or even hook up with me. However, I also remain platonically affectionate toward you, so Iโd alternatively be satisfied with staying in the status quo.
And weโre shocked some doctors are pushing for endometriosis to be reclassified a cancer because of the way it operates. But ya, do another study on the most attractive female body trait instead of focusing on this severely understudied illness. Iโll just sit in pain forever.
Iโm just now realizing October is next week and Iโve hardly seen any of the ____tober art challenges pop upโฆ Maybe itโs just my timeline, I only noticed because one popped up while I was scrolling YouTube