Is a nightmare I want to peel my skin off please oh my god I wish I was someone else somewhere else why”
N you post this shit on twitter cause you in bed don’t feel like writing don’t feel like going to the notes app and can’t really wait until your next therapy appointment
The packers losing is genuinely making me crash out
Should I start smoking weed again or
Do I just draw, read, ride bikes like how good life was from age 10-18 but you genuinely realized from a young age you mean so little in this world and that turned into self hatred. N’ the
Trauma you experienced as a kid through adolescence doesn’t make the depression better. Now it’s 2:22 am with a black cat in your bed and you’re 22 and you have moments of telling yourself “my life is so awesome, it’s so easy” then you’ll dive into “my life
When you low key want to die cause you’re a chud loser with no motion but you’re swag cat would actually not know that you’re dead but would know you’re presences is gone. Then you remembered that you want to make money in the future to buy cool clothes but atp it might be too
Hop on the fashion trend you like so you’d still be a loser but you’d be older and maybe have tougher skin but you might legitimately have only 2-4 friends left in your mid 20s because you can’t manage relationships well