My head hurts from all the yelling inside, too much I cant let out, I feel I have no one to tell that will make a difference.
I just want to feel supported not like an annoying tool ppl have to deal with
A inner conflict that makes me feel helpless, two sides that are try so hard to win, they feel as if 1 might detonate and the other will fade and be lost where I will not be able to find it again
Im sorry
For all the problems i make
Mistakes i repeat
Words i dont say
And all the times I've ruined
Im sorry
But its hard when it feels like im doing everything alone