clementine ♡ 18

silly girl doing silly things ♡∞:｡.｡

[clementine ♡ 18 @dolleholic]

haiii :3

[clementine ♡ 18 @dolleholic]

officially getting a therapist that specializes in eating disorders and body image (plus other stuff) so maybe now ill actually be able to make progress. yes, physically im weight restored (😔) but i doubt my mind is on the same level LOL

[clementine ♡ 18 @dolleholic]

Actually what if i become a trolls fan account..?

[clementine ♡ 18 @dolleholic]

chai latte with oat milk :3

[clementine ♡ 18 @dolleholic]

AND HES SKINNIER THAN ME

[clementine ♡ 18 @dolleholic]

Btw i have a boyfriend

[clementine ♡ 18 @dolleholic]

PLEASE TIPS ON HOW TO EAT SUPER DUPER HEALTHY AS A COLLEGE STUDENT WITH LITTLE MONEY i need to fuel my brain so i can succeed but i don't want to put trash into my body

[clementine ♡ 18 @dolleholic]

i think ive been slipping into orthorexic tendencies but it isnt as emotionally/mentally/physically draining as ana/mia for me personally so I think im gonna let myself lean into this a bit

[clementine ♡ 18 @dolleholic]

I feel it coming, I feel it coming, babe
I feel it coming, I feel it coming, babe

[clementine ♡ 18 @dolleholic]

it does get better y'all <3 i wasted so much of my life worrying about food and my weight, its really sad to look back on, every time i get the urge to relapse i just think about how miserable i was. i hope everyone gets to recover and live a fulfilling life

[clementine ♡ 18 @dolleholic]

its colder. the sun sets earlier. fighting the urge to relapse and become severely depressed

[clementine ♡ 18 @dolleholic]

Staying strong So i can live a happy and fulfilling Life ok.

[clementine ♡ 18 @dolleholic]

ngl i think im going crazy cuz i forgot to take me meds last night

[clementine ♡ 18 @dolleholic]

god i hate myself so bad ill never be good enough

[clementine ♡ 18 @dolleholic]

im so mad i left my scale at home i need to know

[clementine ♡ 18 @dolleholic]

i convinced my psychiatrist to put me on adhd meds so i could just do that but im just so fucking tired man and nobody cares

[clementine ♡ 18 @dolleholic]

college has started. its barely been a week of classes and im overwhelmed with the feeling of being unattractive, undesirable, unlovable. i want to relapse so bad. who am i stopping myself for? nobody truly gives a shit. itll just be hard to focus if im hungry but+