iv tried to distract myself from eating but nothing works, i just want to rip my stomach oiut and shred it, im scared that i will get fat to the point where my family hates me and tha everyone will leave ,e
food makes me sick in everyway possible, seeing food, gross, seeing people eat, gross, mentioning food -- so fucking gross, why am i ending me streak on shit that i hate. everytime i see food i feel sick to my stomach, i feel ill
i honestly hate how fat i am, like i gen feel like one of those fat messy mukbang vloggers, like yes! let me end my starving streak from eating a single crumb! gen might cut myself after rhis. sto✋.
ㅤㅤ ૮ ⑅ ㅤ ּּ𓏼 ֯ ⑅ ㅤ 𓈒 𝄢 ㅤ
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤᑯɑɣ 2:
ㅤㅤfor day 2, my plan is to:
ㅤㅤ- walk
ㅤㅤ- drink around 2 bottles of water
ㅤㅤ- have no food
ㅤ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔
ㅤㅤim also planning to do some home workout !!
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤძᥲᥡ 2 ᥣ᥆ggᥱძ
ㅤㅤㅤ♪ ۪𓈒 ຼ ͜𓐇˚ִִ𓈒꒱꒱ ㅤ۫ㅤᑯɑɣ 1:
ㅤㅤthe only thing i ate was a cheese, bacon roll
(~250 cals)
ㅤㅤㅤㅤi chew slow so i feel more fuller, and its easier ㅤㅤㅤㅤfor me to not binge eat
i did some walking, and drank a bottle of water
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤᑯα𝗒 1 ᥣⱺ𝗀𝗀𝖾ᑯ
friendships (online/irl) are so funny to me, because you could bust your ass trying to care for someone who you thought was your friend, only form them to turn around and talk about how i "ruined" their life. then proceed to say some of the weirdest shit ever.