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Using myself in 2023 as thinspo rn… I hate college

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Didn’t eat all day today literally just rotted in my room with crazy brain fog and best believe as soon as I went downstairs I ruined it all by eating everything…. It’s a never ending cycle

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Wishing I didn’t take my lw for granted a couple years back because unfortunately I’m back to my sw

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I love my tumblr account just not the creepy old men that come with it 🥀🥀

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My toxic trait is that I won’t make plans with people because I be should dedicating my time to being productive, like cleaning or doing work, but if someone were to invite me to something or make plans with me I’ll go every time without fail.

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Haven’t posted on here once this year because EVERYTHING IS GOING WRONG I feel so fat and ugly I want to D!E :/

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Someone sent me a care package to college and I was so excited until I saw that it was all chips… my number 1 fear food 😀

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It’s gotten so bad i started eating cottage cheese for protein I will not lose to skinny fat!! I WILL BE SKINNY.

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I’d kill to be as skinny as I was in 2022 again </3

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#speakingfromtheheart

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I might be gay idk yet..

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I wish I was good at being disordered and obsessively worked out but nooo I just obsessively count cals and starve in bed all day because I’m depressed.

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And I feel so bad when someone comes to me about their weight and body image issues because I’m smaller than them but they don’t know I’m disordered. I just get uncomfortable because I don’t know what to say??Like yes love yourself!Even though I don’t love myself !!

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trying to maintain friendships while being disordered is so hard like “Sorry I didn’t talk to you all day I’m holed up in my room starving because I hate myself. So yeah no I don’t really want to get dinner and go swimming Friday. </3”

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pinterest keeps deleting my thinspo and ana memes :(

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@almondbrunette this makes me appreciate my broad shoulders sm more

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@mae4matcha i’ve always wanted to try one of these!!! lmk if it works for you