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18 he/him | proship dni minors dni spamton fans dni jevil fans dni deltarune fans dni toby fox fans dni

[soggy @dollspamton]

pinned post pPlease be kind to me. and also sp4mton be kind to him. this is my side acc for stuff i want to keep off main it might.get nsfw or sad idk lol ! i doubt i’ll post art here or maybe i will but probably not

[soggy @dollspamton]

hasen’t done anything at any point in time that could possibly benefit future me award.. for me ! splendid surprises… it’s ok… ill keep drawing this puppet guy…

[soggy @dollspamton]

genuinely i cannot imagine a future for myself. ever since i was like 12 i’ve always thought to myself what i do will not matter because i will be dead next year and to no one’s surprise i am Not. but i am Aimless after wasting so much time doing nothing truly…..

[soggy @dollspamton]

i deadass need to reevaluate the way i draw spamton i’ve never seen anyone with the nerve to draw him like this

[soggy @dollspamton]

@epicmacool LOL i’d think and hope context clues would be enough but it’s always good to clarify to make life Easier…

[soggy @dollspamton]

i think spamton was actually the closet to pink (addison) but blue was just like the slightly more guilt trippy one who wanted to act like they were besties

[dev @blackpussygamin]

ngl when someone says their main art setup is drawing on an ipad with procreate i think they just draw shit like this

[soggy @dollspamton]

they pushed spamton around a Normal Amount… a little slap on the wrist and then spamton gets mad and hits all of them with his car he doesn’t stand for that shit # girlpower

[soggy @dollspamton]

orange was probably the most pleasant to hang out with though… yellow was like, the meanest one ggjgjdjg none of the addisons are very like. physical though they all just love talking shit like spamton also does its just an addison thing

[soggy @dollspamton]

i really want more mutuals and friends i feel like im right outside a big party thwts happening but i got my arms and legs cut off and i’m outside tge door listening but i cant go in cus the guy that cut my arms and legs off is in there too i think

[soggy @dollspamton]

spamvil angst on my mind….

[soggy @dollspamton]

how bad does it have to get for my mom to be worried enough to say something and not just get mildly irritated at me or make empty promises

[soggy @dollspamton]

his little hands and feets…he’s like a kitty 💔💔💔

[soggy @dollspamton]

i love the spamton nendoroid so much cus it looks like he’s wearing a little dress i will never get over this

[soggy @dollspamton]

real talk i kind of would rather die than see his face again but there’s nothing wrong with me though like i’m fine

[soggy @dollspamton]

i have many words in my mind all of them very enlightening but theyre all scrambled so idk what it says so i wait for them to be in the right order and then i share it with the world my new discoveries

[soggy @dollspamton]

i can’t wait to spiral so hard i completely loop back to being NORMAL!!!!!!!!!!!

[soggy @dollspamton]

sometimes you just have to draw something that feels like self harm

[soggy @dollspamton]

its not about characters or a game its when i put down the phone and i look out my window and know i cannot wash any of this away, i am aimless and scared. what is there for me when everything else fails… big questions… never enough answers…

[soggy @dollspamton]

i’ve honestly resigned myself to Just a spmtn fan who also likes jvl at least for the time being because it’s just so fucking embarrassing existing like this like i know very single opinion i have can be disregarded because i was a sensitive nonsensical yaoi slop fan

[soggy @dollspamton]

i can give up on this shitty fake relationship that has more haters than fans now it does not matter to me anymore . i do not Have interests. my life has been consumed by my illness and i kind of just let it happen because what else can i do you know. it happens