Ellabby

34y strictly 18+
Not new to ed or edtwt, just new account
✨ cw: i am ASHAMED
FXTPHOBES GO AWAY✨

[Ellabby @dollxsys]

✨ Unpinning at 60kg | 132lb ✨
CW: 62kg

[Ellabby @dollxsys]

What I hate the most is that I could EASILY reach my current gw if I just LOCKED THE FUCK IN

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Hi hello good night I fucking binged today and didn't work out like the fucking loser I am. That's all have a nice day.

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Okay so I'm back at the lw I've ever been in the past years, time to lock in... again

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Unpinning at gw1
✨70k / 154lb ✨

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Diet culture is boring, just starve

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My ugw is looking like an Ai Yazawa character

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I cannot stress enough how hard it is to have an ed and a teenage son. Like I can't just make food and not eating because I don't want to send that message to him but also I don't wanna eat. And forget about 24 hr or longer fasts

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I wish I liked eggs

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Im so in love that I started thinking last night what if he likes me better as I look rn and not skinny. Ew no.

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I gained!!! I fucking gained aaaaaaaaa

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@lifesofair Omg siii suena ricoo gracias

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Edtwt tengo mucho antojo de unos ruffles y french onion dip ayuda

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Is a really REALLY stressful, gut wrenching, i-wanna-rip-my-brain-off-and-feed-it-to-my-cats situation a good excuse for a binge? Asking for a friend (:

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Good morning edtwt

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I fucked up yesterday so today it's fasting dayyy ✨✨ yayy✨/s

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If I do this, I'll be at my gw2 by xmas, it's not so bad I guess.
Sorry edtwt I'm typing here so I don't forget, I'll add this to my journal later

[Ellabby @dollxsys]

I want to aim for losing 1kg per week until Dec. Which means I need to really focus on working out and counting macros and shit. I usually just ⭐ved and walk for hours.