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34y strictly 18+
Not new to ed or edtwt, just new account
✨ cw: i am ASHAMED
FXTPHOBES GO AWAY✨

[01000100 @dollxsys]

✨ Unpinning at 60kg | 132lb ✨
CW: 62kg

[01000100 @dollxsys]

I'm so close to my GW1. I have a gift card for my favorite art store that I'm allowed to use ONLY when I reach said goal

[01000100 @dollxsys]

I don't know if this is my sick brain talking or if it is a common though, but I love my ED, i love feeling better than anyone else because of my discipline and my hard work, I love getting smaller while normal people don't. And yet I still don't want anyone to develop an ed

[01000100 @dollxsys]

Riding the high of losing 1.4kg this week.
2 more kg to my GW1

[01000100 @dollxsys]

Proud of myself because even though I can't properly fast, I managed to eat only half a cucumber today so yay

[opaline ིྀ @carnationdecay]

thinspo dont work, meanspo dont work, mukbangs dont work, weighing myself dont work, grosspo dont work, LORD SOMETHING JUST TRIGGER ME PLEWSE ILL LOCK IN THIS TIME

[01000100 @dollxsys]

I hate the fact that I'm still too fat to even consider posting a bodycheck.

[01000100 @dollxsys]

What I hate the most is that I could EASILY reach my current gw if I just LOCKED THE FUCK IN

[01000100 @dollxsys]

Hi hello good night I fucking binged today and didn't work out like the fucking loser I am. That's all have a nice day.

[01000100 @dollxsys]

Okay so I'm back at the lw I've ever been in the past years, time to lock in... again

[01000100 @dollxsys]

Unpinning at gw1
✨70k / 154lb ✨

[01000100 @dollxsys]

Diet culture is boring, just starve

[01000100 @dollxsys]

My ugw is looking like an Ai Yazawa character

[01000100 @dollxsys]

I cannot stress enough how hard it is to have an ed and a teenage son. Like I can't just make food and not eating because I don't want to send that message to him but also I don't wanna eat. And forget about 24 hr or longer fasts

[01000100 @dollxsys]

I wish I liked eggs

[01000100 @dollxsys]

Im so in love that I started thinking last night what if he likes me better as I look rn and not skinny. Ew no.

[01000100 @dollxsys]

I gained!!! I fucking gained aaaaaaaaa

[01000100 @dollxsys]

@lifesofair Omg siii suena ricoo gracias

[01000100 @dollxsys]

Edtwt tengo mucho antojo de unos ruffles y french onion dip ayuda

[01000100 @dollxsys]

Is a really REALLY stressful, gut wrenching, i-wanna-rip-my-brain-off-and-feed-it-to-my-cats situation a good excuse for a binge? Asking for a friend (: