i feel so disgusted/disappointed in myself for saying this but i miss starving myself, i miss feeling sick, i miss having control over myself and my eating, i miss not eating past like 8pm, i miss never feeling full or hungry, i miss my discipline
I hate the capitalization of friendship in current society soooo much
inconvenience is the price of community
like yes I would be on a call the whole night w my suicidal bestie even though my sister gets married the very next day
do you even love your friends?
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