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18 🎀 diary of the sweetest girl in town ㅤ♡ vegan ྀི

[dolly🏹 @dollysdiaryx]

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sw : 54
lw : 46
gw : 45 + ugw : 40

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[dolly🏹 @dollysdiaryx]

starting this tmr!!! as it’s Sunday it will be a fast day 😓
i’ll make this a thread to post my meals everyday to keep accountability for the next 3 weeks 🎀
(i tried to base some around Hachi’s real diet but i am disordered so)

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@vanillaverne retweet

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@venusianpoison OH MY GOS ive had a horrible cough for 9 FUCKINF DAYS

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@zomzzee her limbs are sooo long and thin aaaa im jealous

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how to not feel depressed when restricting life is actually going well except for my body

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going to make one of those cute character themed diet plans and do an accountability thread … it shall begin Monday maybe 2 week long …

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does protein really matter if i don’t care about muscle? id really rather fruitmaxx than proteinmaxx

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@confettisoup its actually so crazy how depressed i feel when i am hungry why does that happen

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@sillySpikes omg you’ve tempted me to make one of these so cute

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i can’t wait until i can wear the tiniest amount of clothing and it’s acceptable because i have no curves or boobs

[dolly🏹 @dollysdiaryx]

@kreepykals and her “fans” all seem young and idolising is more common

[dolly🏹 @dollysdiaryx]

@kreepykals probably js because she’s so open about her ed and posts so regularly on tiktok
and she’s very pretty
most of her “fans” are edtt and not edtwt but edtwt rarely has “celebrities” on here because everyone posts crazy bcs and whatever, but on tiktok it’s more censored i guess

[dolly🏹 @dollysdiaryx]

ok binged 2 days in a row im tempted to fast tmr but i know im going to hate myself for it😓 however if i break it Monday morning im busy until 6pm so i CANNOT binge
sounds like a plan
someone pressure me to follow through

[dolly🏹 @dollysdiaryx]

@vanillaverne true!! i’m so used to basing what i eat around calories and macros and not according to my body’s signals 😭

[dolly🏹 @dollysdiaryx]

idk how yall are junkorexic, one bite of any fast/junk food and im binging 😭 im not orthorexic but i try eat clean as possible, the most ill have is a protein bar. i wish i could omad junk but it triggers a binge. yall so strong.

[dolly🏹 @dollysdiaryx]

as a 158cm girl, ariana grande is my thinspo, especially because her upper half is thinner and she carries more weight in her legs (no way am i calling her not thin) and that’s exactly how my weight is too. i probably have fuller breasts but once i am way thinner that’ll change

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when i eat enough i have energy but feel disgusting and guilty and end up binging
but when i undereat i am exhausted and can’t focus or enjoy anything
but when i was at my lowest weight i enjoyed the feeling of being exhausted because it was proof i was skinny
but now im average

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this is disgusting
what have i done
I need to clean it all up

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@presley87177320 your safe foods or regular meals